i didnt plan on falling for you...now i have..and you dont want me anymore...god help me..
this break was by far the most interesting break i ever had...
school today was borin as shit...i didnt do anything,but sit there...i was more concerned wit other things goin on in my mind at that current moment in time....
idk. last night i was talkin to my buddy Juan. gotta love that mexican! lol. i told him how i was kinda depressed..and he knew exactly what i was goin thru! god bless his soul! its always a relief when i talk to someone who had been there,done that....he wants me!;) just cuz im a crazy party girl....(according to him anyway) ha! we talked awhile last night....and today he gave me that hug he promised me! for some reason, he made me smile this morning..and i dont usually smile all that often in the morning..but his hug made me smile...gotta love that mexican! hahahha!
i just dont kno what to do wit my life anymore....
god help me...
-Erica
'Ive lived my life alone...
alone in my mind,
alone in my body,
alone in my thoughts,
alone in own little world...
until you came along..
you came along and told me stories of a fools paradise
that i only dreamed of..
you took me there one to many times...
you made me feel absolute bliss when your lips would touch mine..
only i can feel my heartache....
only i can stay up all night and wonder what i should do...
and only you can make that all go away...
you told me that you wanted me...
and then we kissed for the first time...
and now,
you dont want me anymore...
was i just used for your own amusement...?
or are you just covering up your true feelings
cuz youre afraid of gettin hurt...?
school today was borin as shit...i didnt do anything,but sit there...i was more concerned wit other things goin on in my mind at that current moment in time....
idk. last night i was talkin to my buddy Juan. gotta love that mexican! lol. i told him how i was kinda depressed..and he knew exactly what i was goin thru! god bless his soul! its always a relief when i talk to someone who had been there,done that....he wants me!;) just cuz im a crazy party girl....(according to him anyway) ha! we talked awhile last night....and today he gave me that hug he promised me! for some reason, he made me smile this morning..and i dont usually smile all that often in the morning..but his hug made me smile...gotta love that mexican! hahahha!
i just dont kno what to do wit my life anymore....
god help me...
-Erica
'Ive lived my life alone...
alone in my mind,
alone in my body,
alone in my thoughts,
alone in own little world...
until you came along..
you came along and told me stories of a fools paradise
that i only dreamed of..
you took me there one to many times...
you made me feel absolute bliss when your lips would touch mine..
only i can feel my heartache....
only i can stay up all night and wonder what i should do...
and only you can make that all go away...
you told me that you wanted me...
and then we kissed for the first time...
and now,
you dont want me anymore...
was i just used for your own amusement...?
or are you just covering up your true feelings
cuz youre afraid of gettin hurt...?