Dec 01, 2004 14:56
i just realized this..
everything written here is out there..
on the web for any particular person to see..
like a mother. or an aunt or a friend of family..
maybe i should limit my talk
about drugs sex and rock and roll..
but then again.. i find it also strangly comforting
maybe if found
and read
no one will care that i do these supposedly awful things.
this is me.. every day
hours of fun and not caring..
who could tell me thats not what im supposed to do..
weekends seem to be my retreat from having to wake up at 7 during the week
thats my only real problem with school..
i dont believe its fair.. laziness is all i wanna do
curl up and do nothign.. pot just automatically does this..
ull find ur self just euphoricaly lightheadly..
inwarm cuddley positions, dont ever over rate this...
its what people like
maybe theyll read this and be mad. that were all failures
becuz we need something to get rid of everyday boredum.
does it shock people when others use drugs to save them from nothing peace