Jun 05, 2004 20:46
Wow, I dont know what made me to come back and check lj... but I am glad I did actually. Alot has happened again in my life, way too much but it has all continued into my spiritual as well as physical and emotional growth. Again alot remember me as being that immature young man that well cost friendship left right and center. Confusing times for me then, regretful. Yet somethings needed to happen for a reason. I have not figured that out yet, but I am in the process of doing it. My road is a long and hard journy that is no where close to being finished. Such is life though, mistakes are made so that we ourselves may grow and become better people.
Like I was saying I have started to find myself more spiritually. I have a friend in Alberta and she is a Pagan. She has been helping me find myself and become one more with nature and such. I am happy about that, finding myself more, allowing the negative of what has happened to slowly seep from my soul and to cleanse myself.
I also have a sweet girl in my life. Right now though she is a bit far, but she is my baby. Her name is Angie, she has one of the most beautiful voices I have ever heard. Just hearing her say my name always takes my breathe away. I have known her since I started rping in Msn, we where friends always talking and such. And then within this last year now we have started to grow closer and now we are head over heels with one another. She is 27 will be 28 at the end of this month she has children. But I have talked to each of them and they are all amazing. Just like their mother.
Hmmm what else has happened? Ohhh I got fired from my job as assistant manager of Tim Hortons here. Haha that was my own fault though. Here is the story, as of this January my mom became the owner of one of the Tim Hortons in town. Yay really when you think about it. But at the same time not so good lol. Her stress has gone up and such but that store is her baby. She was there when they first opened that one. She was the manager lol. Well anyways about 2 months ago or so now. Me and her butt heads a few times. We'll we both thought it best that I leave. So I have been unemployed now for 2 months, this town isnt hiring! lol Ohhhh well and I have decided to see how much it costs to go back to school and finish getting my highschool finally. I know in 5 years time if everything works out right I wish to be with my baby down in Missouri, or with her job me and the kids will be flying all over the world with her. She never told me what job she was going for, but it involves international stuff lol.
Anyways I have a few notes to people here,
David: I know me and you have not spoken lately. I went threw lj and found out you got married. That was a bit of a shock, but then agian when I remembered you writing all about that wonderful girl of yours I knew you found what you where looking for. Congratulations. I also have something you may want here with me. Seeing as I dont wear them and I know you love them I wanted you to have them. I hope you will contact me. psionicreaper@hotmail.com
Heather: Well me and you both started talking one again. Still miss you. You where always a great person.
Steffan: well been a bit since we talked last, hope to keep in contact with you more actually.:)
And to anyone else I missed, keep on rollin, dont forget to contact me. I am always able to be contacted. Take care and be well and I will write again soon