inconsistency
high low
down it goes
as each damn day flows.
this weekend was basically enjoyed by myself and those around me i assume.
my fave's spirits are down...i wish i could change actions or better yet minds.
who wouldn't love her? i don't understand...
she and i have discussed the following and i'm sure it's true;
if one of us were a boy we'd be together forever.
i wish there were some certainty or at least a hint of interest...
so excited for the coming weekend but...
will that fucking phone ever ring?
i feel stupid about all of this cause it's probably one-sided...
but i can't shake the sinking.
take another a lover
take my heart
the madre has my life planned...she says i'm applying to brown...and she already sees me as a language major with credentials impressive enough to create a political position for myself...
then she proceeded to suggest that once i accomplished these feats that her life would improve.
no pressure jess.
i'm about ready to clear the plate. pj come to me now.
rock harvey.
down it goes
as each damn day flows.
this weekend was basically enjoyed by myself and those around me i assume.
my fave's spirits are down...i wish i could change actions or better yet minds.
who wouldn't love her? i don't understand...
she and i have discussed the following and i'm sure it's true;
if one of us were a boy we'd be together forever.
i wish there were some certainty or at least a hint of interest...
so excited for the coming weekend but...
will that fucking phone ever ring?
i feel stupid about all of this cause it's probably one-sided...
but i can't shake the sinking.
take another a lover
take my heart
the madre has my life planned...she says i'm applying to brown...and she already sees me as a language major with credentials impressive enough to create a political position for myself...
then she proceeded to suggest that once i accomplished these feats that her life would improve.
no pressure jess.
i'm about ready to clear the plate. pj come to me now.
rock harvey.