plans to get the hell out
It's too hot and I'm pretty cranky. I'm thinking things like; why bother going back to Japan if I'll just have to leave after only a month again, it's just so expensive and I'll have to come back to this horrible place so...yeah. Shouldn't I work towards having a better living situation here? Maybe I can find a room somewhere in San Francisco again. I could go to clubs and try to have a social life. Rooms are pretty expensive so there's no way I can save any money, it will all go to rent, food, transportation and maybe a bit left to go out once a week. I don't even know about a phone bill, maybe I could afford a really basic plan. Yeah, the only way I can travel is if I stay here at my mum's to save a bit each month, but she makes me SO crazy and I'm so isolated out here. I'll just wait awhile and go see Adah when she can deal with having a visitor.