[[ are.you.happy.now ]]
Lately, when I sit still or lie in bed at night, I start thinking about a certain something in particular, and I just dwell deeply upon it. I don't know why, but it just happens. Like when my subconscience takes over, it's always about this one thing. I think to myself that I shouldn't even worry about it, but I can't help it. If you haven't guessed by now, it is a guy. When I start to think about him, in a way it makes me angry, and it should, shouldn't it? I'm just so confused now, and I need to find out why this is occurring. I don't think my friends even know what I'm talking about at this point, so I guess I'll go on since I'm rambling about things that are pointless!
Hmm well this week hasn't been very eventful I guess. I went out to Kingsport to my mom's and didn't really do all that much. Today I came back over here to the good ole Pound for a family cookout. Jess & Lakyn were supposed to come over, but they had plans they couldn't get out of. I still had fun though! Tomorrow I think we are going swimming, but I don't know where. I wanna go to my aunt Val's, but who knows with my family!
I swear I still haven't got to see my gals much lately. Britt and Lakyn are both outta town right now, and Sarah must not love me anymore! *tear* Just messin gal, but I miss ya! I just might give ya a ring-a-ling on the tele manana, so watch fer me! lol*
Well I'm talking to Coach right now and he just gave me some interesting news to say the least...hmm. Kinda odd though! Anyway, I think I'll head off here and finish up my convo with some people, then head to bed. If you need to get in touch with me this weekend, I'll actually be home, so gimme a ring. If you don't have the digits, I prolly don't want you to have them! lol*
.*. I know I gave you guys a song last time, but I just love this one and have to put it. It kinda reminds me of, hmm, myself. I didn't wanna admit that, but ahh, what can I do? .*.
[[ by: Shania Twain ]]
Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again
Chorus:
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget
Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact
Repeat Chorus
It only hurts when I breathe
Mmm, no, I've never looked back--
as a matter fact
Repeat Chorus
Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe
*nuttin but <3*
tiƒƒany be+h
Hmm well this week hasn't been very eventful I guess. I went out to Kingsport to my mom's and didn't really do all that much. Today I came back over here to the good ole Pound for a family cookout. Jess & Lakyn were supposed to come over, but they had plans they couldn't get out of. I still had fun though! Tomorrow I think we are going swimming, but I don't know where. I wanna go to my aunt Val's, but who knows with my family!
I swear I still haven't got to see my gals much lately. Britt and Lakyn are both outta town right now, and Sarah must not love me anymore! *tear* Just messin gal, but I miss ya! I just might give ya a ring-a-ling on the tele manana, so watch fer me! lol*
Well I'm talking to Coach right now and he just gave me some interesting news to say the least...hmm. Kinda odd though! Anyway, I think I'll head off here and finish up my convo with some people, then head to bed. If you need to get in touch with me this weekend, I'll actually be home, so gimme a ring. If you don't have the digits, I prolly don't want you to have them! lol*
.*. I know I gave you guys a song last time, but I just love this one and have to put it. It kinda reminds me of, hmm, myself. I didn't wanna admit that, but ahh, what can I do? .*.
[[ by: Shania Twain ]]
Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad
I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again
Chorus:
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget
Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact
Repeat Chorus
It only hurts when I breathe
Mmm, no, I've never looked back--
as a matter fact
Repeat Chorus
Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe
*nuttin but <3*
tiƒƒany be+h