hmmm..
my show was today.. i did awsome (im not fuckin concieded ok??) and my kicks were fuckin amazing asia and tizzle (ryan and tosh) went.. i guess they liked it.. but they entertained themselves when i wasnt performing.. afterwards i went to saras with everyone and such and nizzle came! i was so happy cuz i havent seen him in ages.. but anywho i had alot of fun (which is a first in a long time)
on the sadder note:
..k heart gettin weaker.. i dont think i can take it much longer.. im trying to fuckin move on.. its so fuckin hard.. and ive been bitchy to some people alot lately but i guess its cuz they kno how to hit the right fuckin nerve or something and i jus snap at them cuz ive been dealing with too much emotional crap about colin *sigh* and brandon and such.. trying to move on.. jus fuckin trying.. (TRYING)
"i hate what i have to live with in my mind, all i want is to escape, but i cant seem to find a way out of my skin"- me =(
on the sadder note:
..k heart gettin weaker.. i dont think i can take it much longer.. im trying to fuckin move on.. its so fuckin hard.. and ive been bitchy to some people alot lately but i guess its cuz they kno how to hit the right fuckin nerve or something and i jus snap at them cuz ive been dealing with too much emotional crap about colin *sigh* and brandon and such.. trying to move on.. jus fuckin trying.. (TRYING)
"i hate what i have to live with in my mind, all i want is to escape, but i cant seem to find a way out of my skin"- me =(