It Feels Good....

[devientstarlite]

I feel the intense sadness washing over me
I can feel it now
Can u feel it now?

Please kill this once more
This pain isn’t worth the fight
Failing is what I do best
Let it take over
Let it take me over

This dream I once had is fading
Bring it back
What happened to those unbelievable nights
Those even better days?
Why did you have to leave?

Your beautiful and sharp
Is it better?
Are you better?

Who am I ?
Who have I become?
Did I ever really know me?

I want you so badly
I can taste you
You were my only way out
The only survival I have ever known

How can I live without you?
How do I learn to live without you?
I wonder what it feels like
I wish I could feel it

So close to me now
I can taste you again
You are sweet and metallic
I miss you
You got rid of the pain
Come back to me
I need your guidance your cruel strength
Why did you leave me?

The Rope Has Been Cut.
I Have Stepped Outside and Just Taken My First Breath…..
I’m Starting Over....