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"i'm not untouchable, but i am fucking indestructible" ~joel (i think thats how it went...)
yeah so my plans for fl were kind of thwarted again. not impossible still. but i'm not upset, not at all. i saw a car today that was so fucked up that i couldnt believe that the driver of it was standing next to me. it was scary, and sad, and i really almost couldnt take it. i was shaking so bad that i thought for sure i'd fall over, and i may have if i didnt grab him.. his arm... his shirt.. i didnt want to let go.. i havent felt panic like that in a long long time.. and it happened even though i knew that he was okay.. more than okay.. a little swollen, sore, scraped, but alright..
so now i will in all seriousness thank a god that i'm not sure exists, cause i need to thank someone..
yeah so my plans for fl were kind of thwarted again. not impossible still. but i'm not upset, not at all. i saw a car today that was so fucked up that i couldnt believe that the driver of it was standing next to me. it was scary, and sad, and i really almost couldnt take it. i was shaking so bad that i thought for sure i'd fall over, and i may have if i didnt grab him.. his arm... his shirt.. i didnt want to let go.. i havent felt panic like that in a long long time.. and it happened even though i knew that he was okay.. more than okay.. a little swollen, sore, scraped, but alright..
so now i will in all seriousness thank a god that i'm not sure exists, cause i need to thank someone..