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I'm still here. I can't believe I'm still here. There have been brief moments where I thought I may have to leave, but I'm so glad I didn't need to. I love San Francisco. I belong here. The only place I've ever felt completely at home. But I'm so fucking cold! Please, send blankets and sweaters, and sexy long sleeved shirts!
I'm cooking, actually I'm anti-cooking. I'm doing a Raw Menu. It's ridiculous. I'm going to have to work somewhere else, at some point, very soon. Why would anyone become a chef so they didn't have to cook? Absurd. But it's so freaking trendy in SF, right now. And I've created some awesome, awesome items.
I dunno.
I excel however, at everything I've ever done... so I'll find a way to make it work for me, as I already am.
I'm just a little bit lonely, but I don't mind terribly. Only waking up, freezing - that's what's really got me down, ya know?
And - My birthday really sucked. It was Sept. 5th, by the way.
I don't really have any friends here, yet - Working so much, but I did meet a girl - we'll see where that goes.
And I'm not really speaking to my mom, anymore.
And I haven't had any time to read! That's the worst!
But I'm here. I'm so happy to be right, exactly here!
I'm cooking, actually I'm anti-cooking. I'm doing a Raw Menu. It's ridiculous. I'm going to have to work somewhere else, at some point, very soon. Why would anyone become a chef so they didn't have to cook? Absurd. But it's so freaking trendy in SF, right now. And I've created some awesome, awesome items.
I dunno.
I excel however, at everything I've ever done... so I'll find a way to make it work for me, as I already am.
I'm just a little bit lonely, but I don't mind terribly. Only waking up, freezing - that's what's really got me down, ya know?
And - My birthday really sucked. It was Sept. 5th, by the way.
I don't really have any friends here, yet - Working so much, but I did meet a girl - we'll see where that goes.
And I'm not really speaking to my mom, anymore.
And I haven't had any time to read! That's the worst!
But I'm here. I'm so happy to be right, exactly here!