macbook pro, i love you
Last week, I went to the campus computer store and bought this laptop. I'm in love with it. We have a new suitemate. She's from UVM but she's just doing the spring in the city program. I don't know her very well yet but she wears a pink coat and goes to yoga. I've been listening to a lot of Owen Pallett lately. I'm in love with this song called, "This Lamb Sells Condos" and I want to learn how to play it on piano. I hate Spanish this semester. Love marketing. Social is OK. Cognition is boring. My professor seems like a weenie. I don't speak to Ben or Nick anymore. Riley dropped out. Now I have no guy friends! My neighbor stopped me the other day and told me he heard two people screaming at each other from my room. Embarrassed, I told him it was me and Nicco. His name is Jonathan and he just transferred from Hofstra. He said he was worried and to knock if I ever needed anything. He was nice and we should be friends. I think I'm going to room with Nathalie and Mariah next year and stay in housing. Last weekend the three of us put on wigs and went to a Lady Gaga party. It was really Tisch and lame so we left after 5 minutes and went clubbing. I kept my blonde wig and sunglasses on and made a scene wherever I went. It was weird and fun and then I pulled it off and surprised everyone with my asianness. I've been depressed lately and I feel distant from Nicco most of the time. I quit cigarettes though. I just want to drop out and bake goodies for people. Either that or open up a bookstore/cafe and read all the time. I don't not read because I don't have time. I don't read because I can't find any good books. Nicco keeps suggesting books but I don't really think we're into the same things. Lolita was beautiful writing but it was not pleasant to read. Made me want to slit my wrists. Nicco likes James Joyce. I'm sitting in Starbucks (ew) because I woke up early for a class that I forgot was cancelled. That really blew cause it was snowing and shitty and I only got 3 hours of sleep. I have marketing in 25 minutes but I really want a cigarette.