september pt. II

[deviant_ways]

i lost my waitressing job.
i got another babysitting job.
i don't think my dad is going to let me study in florence.
nicco and i still fight.
a lot.
it's killing me.
i go bar hopping do girly college stuff now.
but i can't afford it.
i rarely talk to anyone from home.
except riley who now lives in harlem.
my need for money consumes me.