back to the fountain
Washington Square Park opened up a couple days ago so tonight I headed downtown to revisit last year's sanctuary. The stuck jets on the sides of the steps so now when you sit in it and the wind blows, you get sprayed in the face. Awesome. Being back is both sad and comforting at the same time. I've been feeling pretty lonely lately but I guess that's a feeling I associate a lot with the city.
I started a fashion internship at I Dont Like Mondays. The hours a long but it's a relaxing environment and I love being around clothes. It sounds a little silly and superficial I guess but I get to listen to music all day as I work. I start a marketing internship at 3iying next week too so we'll see how that goes.
I'm itching to get away and I don't mean the Hamptons trip this weekend. I miss my friends and the city's getting to me. I've been here too long. I know it's summer but I really hate smoking and most of the time drinking doesn't sound too appealing either. I hung out with Ben for the first time since he left for a semester in London. It's nice to have a friend here but it's a quiet friendship. I feel like we're both in our own solitude so much and when we hang out it's a side by side loneliness and insecurity about where we're at and where we're going. Where am I going?
I started a fashion internship at I Dont Like Mondays. The hours a long but it's a relaxing environment and I love being around clothes. It sounds a little silly and superficial I guess but I get to listen to music all day as I work. I start a marketing internship at 3iying next week too so we'll see how that goes.
I'm itching to get away and I don't mean the Hamptons trip this weekend. I miss my friends and the city's getting to me. I've been here too long. I know it's summer but I really hate smoking and most of the time drinking doesn't sound too appealing either. I hung out with Ben for the first time since he left for a semester in London. It's nice to have a friend here but it's a quiet friendship. I feel like we're both in our own solitude so much and when we hang out it's a side by side loneliness and insecurity about where we're at and where we're going. Where am I going?