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thank god for lacrosse. i actually feel like i'm doing something for once. according to riley i have sand in my vagina, but that's not the case. i'm in a pretty good mood....
the senior video is finally taking off. i'm excited. eric has edited the beginning of his you create/what i see video. i'm not excited. i'm embarassed to be on camera and crawling towards james's crotch. the editing is good though. props to eric.
so unfortunately, derek didn't get into pratt and my little fantasy of us being together in the city is ruined. i guess he won't be that far away so i may still see him sometimes. but i'm in over my head. how am i suppose to see him when we're living in different states when i can't even see him now? i wish i could just go to college now so i could deal with it.
the senior video is finally taking off. i'm excited. eric has edited the beginning of his you create/what i see video. i'm not excited. i'm embarassed to be on camera and crawling towards james's crotch. the editing is good though. props to eric.
so unfortunately, derek didn't get into pratt and my little fantasy of us being together in the city is ruined. i guess he won't be that far away so i may still see him sometimes. but i'm in over my head. how am i suppose to see him when we're living in different states when i can't even see him now? i wish i could just go to college now so i could deal with it.