this is probably a bit harsh.

[devi_k]

i dont know why, but this bothers me. I dont want him back, i just miss talking to him sometimes. but its shit likes this "Korey wants to pay me to bring him some wine and give him a massage..$20.. should I ?" that makes me want to tell him "oh, by the way, about two weeks after we "broke up" i had sex on your couch.. oh, and in your shower. and a bit after that i fucked around with two other guys on your futon and your living room floor, at the same time. and i didnt have to pay for it. just so your aware" that might be a bit of an overreaction, but thats what i want to say at times like this. because i think it would be satisfying just to let him know that. i mean there are alot worse things i could say to him, but i dont want to go out of my way to hurt him, thats why i havent said these things before, and thats why i dont plan on ever telling him the other things. but seriously, quit buying my friends, and go find your own. If you're not even willing to talk to me on the most basic of levels, then why should you be asking my friends for back massages? just sayin...

oh, and i guess its cause im a heartless black widow of a bitch too. join my fanclub or fuck off.