Sep 11, 2010 12:05
what have i become? am i who I always wanted to be? have i lost track of my goals? have i lost track of the things that make the happiest?
it's a constant struggle, and it changes everyday. and i've come to realize thats a good thing. if you're always happy then you never really stop and reflect, and i think that everyone needs some time to reflect occasionally; some time to make sure your still on track.
our lives consist of numerous choices and paths that we could take, all zigzaging and crossing repeatedly. we go left, we go right, sometimes in a circle. but where we walk makes us who we are. you can climb the tallest mountains or roll down the biggest hills, end up in the darkest forests or in the deepest holes, but regardless of our choices we can still continue onward to new places.
everyone needs that time to stop and reflect on where you've been, where you are, and where you want to keep going. sometimes people have to do things that they know arent the best choices. sometimes you have to do something even though you know it could ruin alot. but something inside of you makes you want to risk it, just so that you wont have a life of regret.
but is it the best decision?
is it better to not regret and risk losing the best thing you have in your life?
is it worth gambling with?