Yay!
I stayed up pretty late, around 4 am or so, with Akari to show her the whole deal with PS brushes. She takes such excellent pictures so she should be able to do what she wants with them. I know she'll be the kind of hobby photographer that takes real pictures that I can appreciate and not like most wannabe photographers that take pictures with no meaning and absolutely no soul.
My time in Sweden is almost over and I am almost angry because of how little time it turned out to be. I could have needed another week here just to have time to do everything I wanted to do and hang out with people. I really only have 2 or 3 people here that I actually would want to hang out with but only about two times per person isn't enough. Anywho, my whole PSP problem thingy is finally solved and I feel so happy about that. It's so pretty my little PSP.
What I have understood though is that I will most likely spend less and less time online, if that's even possible. But it doesnt give me anything anymore. It used to when it was all I ever did and I was half hysterical thinking I'd miss EVERYTHING if I stayed away from the computer too long but now.. it's mostly just wasting my time. I finally got my life together again and when I get back home where I have work and school I just don't see why I should sacrifice my time when the people I get on for in the first place can't even do the same thing in return.
Though I'm very happy that Stephanie and I are talking again. I got my old Stephanie back. As she is finally okay and back to the Stephanie I knew before she got so sick, I enjoy talking with her so much and we've spent hours and hours in webconvos. Though what I am tired of is how Lee is coming and going as he likes, as always, and I know I am gonna to get to hear a whole bitchful about it when I'm back in Tokyo, how when I was in Sweden we didn't talk at all and blah blah blah. Well I have bought phonecards, that cost money, which he never did when he said he would, but I can't chase him all the time because he decides to sleep instead of checking if I have time. I guess the phonecards were just money down the drain. I am still wanting to call Nikk so badly and doing everything to find time to do so, as he is not online I have to make sure to call at a decent hour and that is semi-difficult.
Oh well, life is good. I feel a little hangover without having drunk alcohol but that'll pass. Zen is doing a little pretending to be a tiny bit sore over the break up behind my back and taking the oppertunity to think he's being witty by singing small things that would make me seem a little less perfect. So everything is back to normal and I feel good about that. I like things I'm used to and not change so much.
Now it's time to visit people again! And get lunch! And hopefully I'll get to talk some to Sang Hyun, that would be nice. We need to exchange some hardcore gaming propaganda.
Laters!
My time in Sweden is almost over and I am almost angry because of how little time it turned out to be. I could have needed another week here just to have time to do everything I wanted to do and hang out with people. I really only have 2 or 3 people here that I actually would want to hang out with but only about two times per person isn't enough. Anywho, my whole PSP problem thingy is finally solved and I feel so happy about that. It's so pretty my little PSP.
What I have understood though is that I will most likely spend less and less time online, if that's even possible. But it doesnt give me anything anymore. It used to when it was all I ever did and I was half hysterical thinking I'd miss EVERYTHING if I stayed away from the computer too long but now.. it's mostly just wasting my time. I finally got my life together again and when I get back home where I have work and school I just don't see why I should sacrifice my time when the people I get on for in the first place can't even do the same thing in return.
Though I'm very happy that Stephanie and I are talking again. I got my old Stephanie back. As she is finally okay and back to the Stephanie I knew before she got so sick, I enjoy talking with her so much and we've spent hours and hours in webconvos. Though what I am tired of is how Lee is coming and going as he likes, as always, and I know I am gonna to get to hear a whole bitchful about it when I'm back in Tokyo, how when I was in Sweden we didn't talk at all and blah blah blah. Well I have bought phonecards, that cost money, which he never did when he said he would, but I can't chase him all the time because he decides to sleep instead of checking if I have time. I guess the phonecards were just money down the drain. I am still wanting to call Nikk so badly and doing everything to find time to do so, as he is not online I have to make sure to call at a decent hour and that is semi-difficult.
Oh well, life is good. I feel a little hangover without having drunk alcohol but that'll pass. Zen is doing a little pretending to be a tiny bit sore over the break up behind my back and taking the oppertunity to think he's being witty by singing small things that would make me seem a little less perfect. So everything is back to normal and I feel good about that. I like things I'm used to and not change so much.
Now it's time to visit people again! And get lunch! And hopefully I'll get to talk some to Sang Hyun, that would be nice. We need to exchange some hardcore gaming propaganda.
Laters!