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This weekend was .... interesting?
But I had fun for some of it
Melissa, I love you so much its rediculous, Happy Birthday Sweetheart<3
Friday i went to a party, it was pretty fun. But melissa lost her phone, which sucked a lot.
Satuday there were family problems and i had to come home, and then i got snowed in and i havent left the house much since.
Saturday night Bill stopped by and we played in the snow and it was oh so much fun<<3 Hes so sweet;)
I havent slept since Friday night, and Friday night i only slept a few hours, because i think too much.
I was in need of change so i decided to dye my hair darker, the red still shows, but theres this crazy purple tint to it, its pretty hot actually.
Yesterday I wasn't feeling happy, so i went outside for a bit and took pictures of the snow, which made me happier, and in the past few days ive written soo much, its nuts because i havent written in a while.
And then it was time for the EAGLES<3 They won, of course, and we're going to the SUPERBOWL, ahh <3
I went outside and played with fireworks and then realized it was really cold and i was wearing pajamas, so i went in, haha
Kim and melissa ran to 5 points!! Lucky girls.
Me and Kim were just talking about how we arent friends with any guys that like football, its all the girls, weird? Hmmm...I think we have to have a party for the superbowl, definitely
standing on the edge of morning
scent of sex and new found glory
playing as she's pulling back her hair
she drives away
she's feeling worthless
used again but nothing's different
she'd stay the night
but knows he doesn't care
home by three
deafening quiet
the porch light's off
yes they forgot it
she'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare
and she wants to be a model
she wants to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you to
save me too
i want to save you
dressed by dawn and out the door
no light
she memorized the floor
so she could leave without being detected
she works till three
it's uniform
she dreams that he'll come by the store
she prays for days
when boys mean she's protected
and she wants someone to see her
she needs to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you to
save me too
i want to save you
and she won't sleep
she won't sleep
and she won't sleep
at all
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you to
save me too
i want to save you
.. let me save you
-- Name: Chelsea Britt Theresa Hargrove Hellgren
-- Nickname: Chels?
-- Birthdate: 1-9
-- Birthplace: Jefferson Hosp.
-- Current Location: Mayfair, =/
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: reddish?
-- Height: 4'11 =[
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: capricorn
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: mostly irish & german
-- The shoes you wore today: my black & white dcs
-- Your weakness: skinny boys with shaggy hair and guitars =]
-- Your fears: butterflies, egos, grate thingys, heights, escalators, lots more, dying alone
-- Your perfect pizza: ?
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: become a writer &/or photographer
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: hey, whats up, nothing at all, and haha.
-- Your thoughts first waking up: oh no.
-- Your best physical feature: my back ... haha inside joke anyone? i dont have a best physical feature
-- Your bedtime: when im tired
-- Your most missed memory: blahh
LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger bk
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas sandals
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
-- Chocolate or vanilla: i hate chocolate.. so vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: either / or
LAYER FIVE
-- smoke: yes
-- Cuss: yes
-- Sing: hshs .. too much
-- Take a shower everyday: sometimes twice a day, im a clean freak, il admit it.
-- Have a crush(es): yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: no
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like high school: its ok, cant wait to get out of it
-- Want to get married: yes, but i dont think i will
-- Believe in yourself: yes
-- Think you're attractive: not really
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: no
-- Like thunderstorms: a lot
-- Play an instrument: u know itt
LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Smoked: yes
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: i guess youd call it that?
-- Gone to the mall?: unfortunately
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
-- Eaten sushi: no
-- Been on stage: no
-- Gone skating: no, i think we are this w/e though
-- Made homemade cookies: haha yes...
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: yes
-- Stolen anything: nope
LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Been called a tease: umm many many times, haha
-- Gotten beaten up: yes
-- Shoplifted: yes
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: dont know
-- Numbers and Names of Children: dont know
-- Describe your dream wedding: october at like 4 in the afternoon, some where outside, and no one wears shoes!!
-- How do you want to die: i sometimes hope my sleep apnea will kill me (dont know how to spell it)
-- Where you want to go to college: sont know, since im moving when i graduate, ill ahve to check out
those colleges
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a writer, photographer
-- What country would you most like to visit: germany & ireland
LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? blue-- Best hair color? brown
-- Short or long hair: shaggy hair makes me happy=] haha
-- Height: taller than me, but not extremely tall.
-- Best weight: skinny boys are hott .. but its doesnt really matter
-- Best articles of clothing: ?
-- Best first date location: dont know .. something random, something that doesnt happen often
-- Best first kiss location: in the summer rain <3 it gets you...
LAYER TEN
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: i dont trust people with my life. i love my friends &
family, and i know theyd do anything for me, i guess i just dont have that kind of trust in me.
-- Number of CDs that I own: a lot
-- Number of piercings: 3?
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: around 4
-- Number of scars on my body: a lot
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: im learning not to regret things, but its pretty damn hard