spring is here
And with it the possible buildings of new romance but i am very uncertain of that.
for those who do not know i am emotionally unstable i cannot control my emotions all the time at least not like most people in fact a lot of the time i am so overwhelmed by my feelings that i have to "shut them off"
I am truely hopeful of this one but i am also truely cautious.
He is the first in a lot of things for me
. first to buy me flowers
. first to want to meet my friends and family willingly and state that " they are just as important as i am"
. first to wipe away my tears and ask me how to make it better
. first to tell me that im beautiful ( not cute , adorable, sweet)
im sure there will be many more when i get to know him better i just hope hes as pure and geniune as i beleive him to be but i wont fully trust that i probably never will because itll only hurt me more if i find that i am wrong.
for those who do not know i am emotionally unstable i cannot control my emotions all the time at least not like most people in fact a lot of the time i am so overwhelmed by my feelings that i have to "shut them off"
I am truely hopeful of this one but i am also truely cautious.
He is the first in a lot of things for me
. first to buy me flowers
. first to want to meet my friends and family willingly and state that " they are just as important as i am"
. first to wipe away my tears and ask me how to make it better
. first to tell me that im beautiful ( not cute , adorable, sweet)
im sure there will be many more when i get to know him better i just hope hes as pure and geniune as i beleive him to be but i wont fully trust that i probably never will because itll only hurt me more if i find that i am wrong.