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Nope, it wasn't my intuition. It was the beginning of the blues.
I'm really feeling the burden of pseudo-single parenting tonight. The boy has gotten willful. We had a thirty minute confrontation about whether he'd ask nicely to get down from his high chair or cry and scream and try to throw himself out of it. Yeah. Not at all fun.
And I realized that V's daycare is going to be closed on Monday. I didn't even remember that was a freaking holiday. Needless to say, I don't get that day off work. I have no idea what I'm going to do for childcare. Hopefully the older lady in the building who kept V a few times this past Winter will be able to watch him. Otherwise I don't know what I'll do. This is besides the fact that I have no money to pay for additional childcare.
But it would be a *disaster* to have to cancel my classes because it's Columbus Day and the damn daycare is closed. A complete disaster.
The fact is, there is just no one else. There is just fucking No One.
I'm sick of being out here alone.
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