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hey...its me
deb vee
im bout to vent like..._____ something that vents a lot. for some reason the first thing i thought of was an air-conditioner?
then perhaps the cute bum of my car. w.e. you fill in the blank.
1) im doing this new thing where i tell my friends how i really feel. actually it came from a feud i had with my ubber friend (dst) and i havent even gotten to resolve with her yet. perhaps in time. then i wrote my one far away friend a letter of feelings (rbabe) and never heard anything dude. and then i practically bitched out my friend (stsu) without any regard. so this whole telling my feelings thing is very tiring. not to mention i dont sleep til say, 3-4am everynight. dude help.
2) i have been really annoyed. with work a bit(someone overlooked what i said as a manager...and well they were gunna lose their job...((not feng snood!)) but it was my call and i said one more chance) but i am annoyed with a kind of stress i am getting from all the current drama. yet mostly all my friends are annoyed as well(except for hella bo) all i want to do is get drunk and make out with someone(op i wont im just saying) actually thats all i did last summer. not my finest hour, yet i had fun. new found restrictions are making this life of mine unpleasant. dude help.
3) i really miss my best right now too. this is what we should be doing. she rolls into town and calls me on her cell. we bring her stuff to my house and set it in my corner by the door. we drive around and find ppl i would normally not hang with. we listen to jams. we sing and dance in my car. we talk about snood and dave and rian and my love kyle. then we eat at a nice restaurant. this is what we do....oh when will we do these things that we do? i need these things right now...dude help.
4) my foot just fell asleep. it may be in a coma.
5) my mom has cancer again. i love her soo much and she is so self conscience and i dont like her to feel bad. the treatments are very painful for her and she just goes on like its no thing, and her hair is falling out(not from the cancer from other stuff) and she doesnt like to go out in the wind because of it. can you imagine having these thoughts? she is soo worried ppl will see her and stare. i love her so, and really we act it out with wind and you cant see it but she believes. it is the most stressful to see her stress. dude help...her.
im talking to eryn right now. i love talking to her cuz she makes me laugh in a random way. yesss
p.s. i know everything will be ok. so have a nice day friends
ciao;)
deb vee
im bout to vent like..._____ something that vents a lot. for some reason the first thing i thought of was an air-conditioner?
then perhaps the cute bum of my car. w.e. you fill in the blank.
1) im doing this new thing where i tell my friends how i really feel. actually it came from a feud i had with my ubber friend (dst) and i havent even gotten to resolve with her yet. perhaps in time. then i wrote my one far away friend a letter of feelings (rbabe) and never heard anything dude. and then i practically bitched out my friend (stsu) without any regard. so this whole telling my feelings thing is very tiring. not to mention i dont sleep til say, 3-4am everynight. dude help.
2) i have been really annoyed. with work a bit(someone overlooked what i said as a manager...and well they were gunna lose their job...((not feng snood!)) but it was my call and i said one more chance) but i am annoyed with a kind of stress i am getting from all the current drama. yet mostly all my friends are annoyed as well(except for hella bo) all i want to do is get drunk and make out with someone(op i wont im just saying) actually thats all i did last summer. not my finest hour, yet i had fun. new found restrictions are making this life of mine unpleasant. dude help.
3) i really miss my best right now too. this is what we should be doing. she rolls into town and calls me on her cell. we bring her stuff to my house and set it in my corner by the door. we drive around and find ppl i would normally not hang with. we listen to jams. we sing and dance in my car. we talk about snood and dave and rian and my love kyle. then we eat at a nice restaurant. this is what we do....oh when will we do these things that we do? i need these things right now...dude help.
4) my foot just fell asleep. it may be in a coma.
5) my mom has cancer again. i love her soo much and she is so self conscience and i dont like her to feel bad. the treatments are very painful for her and she just goes on like its no thing, and her hair is falling out(not from the cancer from other stuff) and she doesnt like to go out in the wind because of it. can you imagine having these thoughts? she is soo worried ppl will see her and stare. i love her so, and really we act it out with wind and you cant see it but she believes. it is the most stressful to see her stress. dude help...her.
im talking to eryn right now. i love talking to her cuz she makes me laugh in a random way. yesss
p.s. i know everything will be ok. so have a nice day friends
ciao;)