come stai?
well i havent updated in many moons.
life has been meh...(that reminds me of andy beal!)
school is going pretty good. i am lazy so i will not be getting a higher gpa.
oh well.
my boss is a mental case. he insists on talking to me like dirt. usually im good at that. i ignore or have something very cleaver to say back. but lately i have been so surprised, or maybe even hurt, i just stand there and take it. the sad part. i know in some strange way he is jealous of me. sure he makes almost 10 dollars more than me an hour. but he is jealous. i am 19 and the first assistant of a movie theatre while going to school. he is 30 and a manager at a movie theatre while going to school. we are the same, and that bothers him. so he takes it out on me. wtf!
real life:
drama with friends a week or so back. i should never have to choose. i did, bad one. the one i chose was the one who in real life could give shits most of the time...
drama with a boy ok wow! i am sorry
upset with another boy(rb)for being a douche and not doing what he says he is going to(huh not the first time...not the last). so now i have to go back to the security mode...i dont care.
i have been very ill lately. i cant seem to keep much food down. i cant get much sleep. i have pains in my stomach and head. i feel sooo tired its depressing. i miss sleeping. u know, it feels so good to lay in bed and sleep. i miss that. i just toss and turn all night long. i have no drive to do anything. will one of my friends please help me...seriously. i am worried about myself. this is new.
i feel much better now that i let it out.
thanks lj
ciao;)
life has been meh...(that reminds me of andy beal!)
school is going pretty good. i am lazy so i will not be getting a higher gpa.
oh well.
my boss is a mental case. he insists on talking to me like dirt. usually im good at that. i ignore or have something very cleaver to say back. but lately i have been so surprised, or maybe even hurt, i just stand there and take it. the sad part. i know in some strange way he is jealous of me. sure he makes almost 10 dollars more than me an hour. but he is jealous. i am 19 and the first assistant of a movie theatre while going to school. he is 30 and a manager at a movie theatre while going to school. we are the same, and that bothers him. so he takes it out on me. wtf!
real life:
drama with friends a week or so back. i should never have to choose. i did, bad one. the one i chose was the one who in real life could give shits most of the time...
drama with a boy ok wow! i am sorry
upset with another boy(rb)for being a douche and not doing what he says he is going to(huh not the first time...not the last). so now i have to go back to the security mode...i dont care.
i have been very ill lately. i cant seem to keep much food down. i cant get much sleep. i have pains in my stomach and head. i feel sooo tired its depressing. i miss sleeping. u know, it feels so good to lay in bed and sleep. i miss that. i just toss and turn all night long. i have no drive to do anything. will one of my friends please help me...seriously. i am worried about myself. this is new.
i feel much better now that i let it out.
thanks lj
ciao;)