Sep 17, 2007 17:37
Josh, me, and his family went to the Rascal Flatts/Jason Aldean concert last Thursday. It was so much fun! It was so, so hot...but still enjoyable! I hadn't been back to Cricket Pavilion since high school, when I went to see Tim and Faith in concert. I forget how much I love concerts until I go! Rascal Flatts new album seems like it's going to be awesome...they never disappoint. Jason Aldean also has a song that I love. It's called "Laugh Until You Cry." It goes through all these life experiences and ends with him rocking his baby to sleep, remembering when they tried for years to get pregnant and almost lost hope, when his wife came to him one night with the news and they laughed until they cried. The song is much better than my synopsis, but yeah. It makes me realize that I'm not the only one who is struggling and trying my best to keep my head above the waters. Life is so hard. One of our apostles came down this weekend and Josh and I went to the adult session on Saturday night. I just bawled my eyes out. There is something about spirituality that just allows you to let go. He pierced my soul and I realized there is a lot I have to do in this life. I am here for a purpose, and sitting here feeling sorry for myself is not helping me nor anyone else. I am going to Time Out For Women this weekend with one of my really good friends Jena. She's not a member of our church, but I knew she would love to go. I've never been, but have always heard amazing stories. I am so excited to get a spiritual charge this weekend. Josh and I have decided that rather than waking up at 6am when we're dead tired to read scriptures, that we would read certain chapters on our own throughout the week and then discuss them together on a certain day. We haven't picked the day, but it's great that we've decided on something that seems like it will work. Why is it that we can watch tv and surf the internet all night, but now read our scriptures. That is one thing that I am wanting to change. It's grandparents day tomorrow at school and our class is doing our genealogy projects and food tasting. I bought stuff to do cupcakes, but I'm so tired! Do I really want to bake and frost all night? I know if I don't, I'm going to be mad at myself, but this is something that I'm still and will probably forever be working on....let it go...and only do what you can! There's always room for improvement!