Eighth Arrow
[Private, easily hackable due to being shaken up]
There's only so long you can deny a thing and hope for the best before hope comes crashing down. I should have known that memory wasn't going to have a good ending. ...More accurately, I think I always knew and I just didn't want to admit it. It was so obvious that I couldn't see what was in front of my eyes. Not an oversight. I just didn't want to see it.
I'm not sure Tear was right about this being the worst place once you have something to compare it to, but it seems like the comparison was even worse. I'd like to think there's no surprises left for me, but hiding won't do anything for me. I still don't know who's responsible, for one, and I should be prepared for anything in that regard. And even then, that's assuming nothing else horrible has happened; by virtue of the fact that I am who I am seems to indicate otherwise.
...I keep thinking back to that journal. A sanctuary for those who have despaired. If they wanted a sanctuary, they could have done me a favor and not told me about it. Maybe then... but not anymore.
[/Private]
((1% on his resurrection. 13% total, 2% remaining.))
There's only so long you can deny a thing and hope for the best before hope comes crashing down. I should have known that memory wasn't going to have a good ending. ...More accurately, I think I always knew and I just didn't want to admit it. It was so obvious that I couldn't see what was in front of my eyes. Not an oversight. I just didn't want to see it.
I'm not sure Tear was right about this being the worst place once you have something to compare it to, but it seems like the comparison was even worse. I'd like to think there's no surprises left for me, but hiding won't do anything for me. I still don't know who's responsible, for one, and I should be prepared for anything in that regard. And even then, that's assuming nothing else horrible has happened; by virtue of the fact that I am who I am seems to indicate otherwise.
...I keep thinking back to that journal. A sanctuary for those who have despaired. If they wanted a sanctuary, they could have done me a favor and not told me about it. Maybe then... but not anymore.
[/Private]
((1% on his resurrection. 13% total, 2% remaining.))