I am an idiot
At the moment it is 6 past midnight and I have nearly an entire essay to write for tomorrow. Joy. Why I am on this site typing this instead of working on that is a mystery. Perhaps the horribly dull and unprovocative (although mostly so because we've went over it so much) subject matter has helped dull my senses. For the past week or so I have been in a complete twilight zone devoid of any rational thoughts, probably protecting myself from the many things I don't want to think about. Hopefully this shall change by Friday, because Brainbusters (Mei Deus what a cheesy name!) will suck terribly if I am still in a stupor. The section of flesh missing from my pinky is quite annoying to type with. Oh well, at least I got to see and taste some blood. Why it is missing is a mystery to me. I don't remember any pain, only blood. I searched to find what it was that I ripped my flesh upon, but to no avail. I believe it was in the teacher's lounge that it happened, so now there is probably blood on some little kid's Christmass present that was laying out there. Yay, finally some green tea. Now perhaps I can focus, instead of writing only 2 lines worth on the essay in the 15 minutes of goofing off I have just done. Emailed Josh today, but didn't get a chance to ask about Dave, or hardly anything for that matter, because the bell rang. People have frickin' dissapeared from real existence, and it's starting to annoy me. Shoulda just gotten my GED last year if I could have and gone to college. It would suck major monkey toes to take the classes cause I wouldn't know jack shit that I should, but then perhaps I could at least keep ahold of people. How this is logical, I have yet to decide. The eternal twilight zone that has pervaded my mind for the last whiles is taking a toll. Getting over the cold, but now my body insists upon sleeping at odd times, such as right after school yesterday until 8:30 and today after speech practice until 11:00, even though I set my alarm for 9:00. The lack of spare time has hence hindered my ability to get anything done. Anyhow, now to finish the essay before 2:00 in the morning...