a second chance?
everybody's been telling me that i shouldn't waste my second chance in life...
something like this should change me... but i don't know what to do. i feel like i'm taking for granted this second chance. and i feel horrible coz for that split-second when i thought i was gonna die, the first thing i thought was, "i can't. i'm not ready. so many people i took for granted. too many opportunities i let go. and so much more potential for me in the future"
but now that everything's over. i don't feel changed. and i feel horrible.
coz it's true.
i shouldn't waste it.
something like this should change me... but i don't know what to do. i feel like i'm taking for granted this second chance. and i feel horrible coz for that split-second when i thought i was gonna die, the first thing i thought was, "i can't. i'm not ready. so many people i took for granted. too many opportunities i let go. and so much more potential for me in the future"
but now that everything's over. i don't feel changed. and i feel horrible.
coz it's true.
i shouldn't waste it.