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day 15 - your dreams, in great detail.
alright. i'm sick. so right now my dreams consist of being able to breathe freely. and being able to bend over without my nose running like water into my MOUTH. that's just gross!!!!!
but really. i don't really DREAM. i can't call it a dream. goals are more accurate. dreams make it seem unattainable. and that's discouraging, especially to a pessimist like me. i have short term goals - i would love to get out of this apartment into a bigger one that is the same/only a bit more than we are paying now, and is closer to school. i want a benefits position at the hospital, instead of just per diem. i want straight As for the fall semester.
my long term goals? i want to get into medical school. make it through medical school, and do well, and get a good residency. pass the boards. become a doctor. i don't want to do any sort of emergent specialty because i want children. i want two, maybe three depending on my patience level by that time. the first girl will be named sophia marie. the first boy will be noah laurence. i want to be able to stay home for at least six months. i want a nice house. not too big, not too small. maybe a three bedroom. it needs to have a big kitchen and a big garage to store the vehicles that larry will restore. i want a big yard. maybe even a field! i don't know. somewhere nice. i want to have a porch, with a swing. and a fire pit. and a long driveway.
i don't know. i'm 20 years old. i try not to look too far into the future when i have no money to my name, an 18 year old car, and live in a one bedroom apartment an hour drive (one way) from school. the present is stressful enough, thanks.
alright. i'm sick. so right now my dreams consist of being able to breathe freely. and being able to bend over without my nose running like water into my MOUTH. that's just gross!!!!!
but really. i don't really DREAM. i can't call it a dream. goals are more accurate. dreams make it seem unattainable. and that's discouraging, especially to a pessimist like me. i have short term goals - i would love to get out of this apartment into a bigger one that is the same/only a bit more than we are paying now, and is closer to school. i want a benefits position at the hospital, instead of just per diem. i want straight As for the fall semester.
my long term goals? i want to get into medical school. make it through medical school, and do well, and get a good residency. pass the boards. become a doctor. i don't want to do any sort of emergent specialty because i want children. i want two, maybe three depending on my patience level by that time. the first girl will be named sophia marie. the first boy will be noah laurence. i want to be able to stay home for at least six months. i want a nice house. not too big, not too small. maybe a three bedroom. it needs to have a big kitchen and a big garage to store the vehicles that larry will restore. i want a big yard. maybe even a field! i don't know. somewhere nice. i want to have a porch, with a swing. and a fire pit. and a long driveway.
i don't know. i'm 20 years old. i try not to look too far into the future when i have no money to my name, an 18 year old car, and live in a one bedroom apartment an hour drive (one way) from school. the present is stressful enough, thanks.