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so, like, i know im the shit n shit
(note: reminds me of josh's "that shit fuckin fucked up my shit")
but really, you guys have no reason at all to sweat me like you [occasionally] do.
so basically, the choice right now is a) drama? or b) no drama?
usually i steer clear of that shit, but ill admit.
im human, im a girl, and sometimes its tempting.
growl.
no no no.
no options here.
im getting carefully tangled up and its going to bite me in the ass soon enough.
ugh.
jesus.
i fucking hate my life.
but i called steve today.
that was the highlight.
&work was cool. 10-7 is and will always be my favorite shift ever. i always have a rockin good time.
today i realized that i like every person i work with (minus stupidjen, but im nice to her and she thinks we're friends so its bearable). thats awesome. it makes it so much more fun. i actually might like my job. at least for a job. :x
except this morning when i had too much time to think.
i thought a lot about last year.
and how fucked up it was, from start to finish.
i look back on it and it really was like a big nightmare (CLICHECITY) that i half forget about and half cant get out of my head.
man.
i dont know how i made it.
i seriously need therapy.
oh, i saw a girl from group yesterday at work.
it took me an extended split second to realize who it was.
her voice gave it away.
i wonder how shes doing.
she looked good. like shes still clean. definitely.
more than i could say for myself, but.
who really ever expected otherwise.
i shouldnt be talking about any of this, even on a personal journal.
i got another stupid invitation in the mail to this "national society of collegiate scholars" that is supposedly some great distinction for the top twenty% of all college students. i got a mailing a while ago and never sent in the acceptance because it costs $75 for your lifetime membership (plus, I DONT GIVE TWO SHITS) and now theyre begging me to join and go to the induction for temples chapter. or some shit.
FUCK YOU, HIGHER EDUCATION.
suck my dick, seriously. i dont care about your stupid honor societies. bullshit.
i seriously hate organized education.
*angst *angst *angst!
happy thoughts:
fourth of july(fest) will be off the heeeeezyyyy. yo.
(note: reminds me of josh's "that shit fuckin fucked up my shit")
but really, you guys have no reason at all to sweat me like you [occasionally] do.
so basically, the choice right now is a) drama? or b) no drama?
usually i steer clear of that shit, but ill admit.
im human, im a girl, and sometimes its tempting.
growl.
no no no.
no options here.
im getting carefully tangled up and its going to bite me in the ass soon enough.
ugh.
jesus.
i fucking hate my life.
but i called steve today.
that was the highlight.
&work was cool. 10-7 is and will always be my favorite shift ever. i always have a rockin good time.
today i realized that i like every person i work with (minus stupidjen, but im nice to her and she thinks we're friends so its bearable). thats awesome. it makes it so much more fun. i actually might like my job. at least for a job. :x
except this morning when i had too much time to think.
i thought a lot about last year.
and how fucked up it was, from start to finish.
i look back on it and it really was like a big nightmare (CLICHECITY) that i half forget about and half cant get out of my head.
man.
i dont know how i made it.
i seriously need therapy.
oh, i saw a girl from group yesterday at work.
it took me an extended split second to realize who it was.
her voice gave it away.
i wonder how shes doing.
she looked good. like shes still clean. definitely.
more than i could say for myself, but.
who really ever expected otherwise.
i shouldnt be talking about any of this, even on a personal journal.
i got another stupid invitation in the mail to this "national society of collegiate scholars" that is supposedly some great distinction for the top twenty% of all college students. i got a mailing a while ago and never sent in the acceptance because it costs $75 for your lifetime membership (plus, I DONT GIVE TWO SHITS) and now theyre begging me to join and go to the induction for temples chapter. or some shit.
FUCK YOU, HIGHER EDUCATION.
suck my dick, seriously. i dont care about your stupid honor societies. bullshit.
i seriously hate organized education.
*angst *angst *angst!
happy thoughts:
fourth of july(fest) will be off the heeeeezyyyy. yo.