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i've decided something recently. and it sucks. i can't help it so no one blame me. and i love the world but sometimes it's too much. i can't handle too much of a good thing and it's terribly obvious. maybe i just need time to adjust to this newly founded lifestyle but i don't understand much of anything anymore. my life is so full that i just want to take a break from everything. and i may need a stronger dose of prozac because i am emo as fuck right now. hell, i'm not depressed, this is nothing more than fucking teenage hormones and i'm glad that i understand that, but it's ruining my life. and i'm not so sure, if i'm sure of anything anymore.