May 26, 2009 18:22
Had the feeling again. That feeling I was never able to explain. So a recap:
When I was very young, I had feelings linked to an early dream. I don't remember the dream, only what it felt like. I recall thinking I felt like I was in a body other than my own, something smaller than myself, making everything around me feel large and pulsate within me. That feeling came back the other night.
While talking to a friend, it started rushing over me in waves. I had never experienced it so intensely, and I was able to really observe what was happenng for me. It was not that I was in another body, I simply was not in my own. The common energy or soul that inhabits my body was expanding beyond my physical self. At least, that's how it felt. My arms felt as if they reached for ten feet; I could not feel my face or my jaw; my stomach was churning; I felt like I was going to faint, yet I was extremely alert. I don't know if this is the out-of-body experience I've read about but I certainly have a better understanding of this thing. I intend on practicing this more, and updating as I go.