Siesta
Got off the phone with the vet a few minutes ago. He called me in the middle of the surgery (the vet tech held the phone for him).
Siesta's liver is pretty much riddled with tumors, and they're probably malignant. He gave me two options: euthanize her on the spot, or sew her back up and wait for her to die, which would happen within about a month judging from all the cancer.
I really wasn't ready for this. At all.
I didn't know what to say. I'm not ready to do this. I finally managed to convey to him that I wanted him to sew her back up and I would ... deal with putting her to sleep later. I kind of want to throw up right now. I can't stop crying.
Siesta's liver is pretty much riddled with tumors, and they're probably malignant. He gave me two options: euthanize her on the spot, or sew her back up and wait for her to die, which would happen within about a month judging from all the cancer.
I really wasn't ready for this. At all.
I didn't know what to say. I'm not ready to do this. I finally managed to convey to him that I wanted him to sew her back up and I would ... deal with putting her to sleep later. I kind of want to throw up right now. I can't stop crying.