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Wow. Daytime tv. You bore me. Although I must say, all these televised judge shows are amusing as hell. I've met some judges who think they're funny like that - but they aren't. Laughing in open court isn't advised. I did that once. My partner laughed his ass off at me when I ended up with contempt of court charges. Bastard.
And The View just scares me. I must say, it's not as bad as it used to be. I think Whoopi has really redeemed it and made it watchable. I was gonna watch The Price Is Right, but..uh..since when was Drew Carrey the host of that?
It really has been too long since I spent a day sitting on my ass watching daytime tv. And no, I will not be watching soaps. I'm not that bad.
I'm kind of feeling better. I thought a couple days on my own would make me feel worse, but it hasn't. I don't know. I think I'm getting really excited about Avery and Bailey coming. And I can't be too excited about it openly, because Avery made me swear to keep it from Nina. Dumb bastard wants to surprise her or something. I didn't pause to point out that I bought him tickets to come see me, not his girlfriend. He laughed.
I'm done being stupid. I stupidly drank twice this past week. The second time...Danny and I were just talking...I think I was really out of it...I said something out loud to him that...I haven't said in so long. I never even told Paulo.
I guess...I don't know...maybe it had something to do with the fact that he knows what it's like to lose a brother. As far as I remember...I don't think I said much more than...the adopted thing..and the fact that I had a big brother who died...god, at least I hope I didn't say anything else.
I don't want anyone thinking of me as...that person.
And The View just scares me. I must say, it's not as bad as it used to be. I think Whoopi has really redeemed it and made it watchable. I was gonna watch The Price Is Right, but..uh..since when was Drew Carrey the host of that?
It really has been too long since I spent a day sitting on my ass watching daytime tv. And no, I will not be watching soaps. I'm not that bad.
I'm kind of feeling better. I thought a couple days on my own would make me feel worse, but it hasn't. I don't know. I think I'm getting really excited about Avery and Bailey coming. And I can't be too excited about it openly, because Avery made me swear to keep it from Nina. Dumb bastard wants to surprise her or something. I didn't pause to point out that I bought him tickets to come see me, not his girlfriend. He laughed.
I'm done being stupid. I stupidly drank twice this past week. The second time...Danny and I were just talking...I think I was really out of it...I said something out loud to him that...I haven't said in so long. I never even told Paulo.
I guess...I don't know...maybe it had something to do with the fact that he knows what it's like to lose a brother. As far as I remember...I don't think I said much more than...the adopted thing..and the fact that I had a big brother who died...god, at least I hope I didn't say anything else.
I don't want anyone thinking of me as...that person.