AH, whats the point
I am not quite sure what is going on with me, or why I feel the way I do. I'm so tired of working so hard for nothing, trying so hard for jack shit. If anything ever changes in my life, its for the worst. What is the point of pushing forward and trying so hard, if its all just in vain. How does everyone else do it? I have no life, I have no future, so i guess i really have no reason to care anymore, I give up. Im just gonna live till I die and pray for the best, but wait for the worst like every other miserable day.