long night
dethluscifer532: what up
Jenembal: yo
Jenembal: chuck and ashton are at my house, chuck said sup
Jenembal: ashton is sleeping
dethluscifer532: what up
dethluscifer532: im back
dethluscifer532: from
dethluscifer532: buffalo
dethluscifer532: and yeah
dethluscifer532: fuck you
dethluscifer532: were aer u
Jenembal: home
dethluscifer532: what up
dethluscifer532: y do ppl think im shady
dethluscifer532: and they thin im different
Jenembal: because you have changed
dethluscifer532: how'
dethluscifer532: ?
Jenembal: your ditched us
Jenembal: you*
dethluscifer532: how
Jenembal: all of us
Jenembal: how?
Jenembal: are you serious
dethluscifer532: yeah
Jenembal: you dont ever hang out with us anymore
dethluscifer532: u never call
Jenembal: with what phone
Jenembal: and whos number
dethluscifer532: 5425975
dethluscifer532: ive given that nuber to everyone
dethluscifer532: corey
Jenembal: you used to always make sure that you were with the crew every nite
dethluscifer532: matt
dethluscifer532: chuck
dethluscifer532: ashot
dethluscifer532: ashton
dethluscifer532: they all have the nimber
dethluscifer532: and u guys never call when i saw call i wanna hang oput
Jenembal: the reason why they dont call if because they dont want foo around
dethluscifer532: y
Jenembal: he acts like hes in charge, everything is gay unless he wants to do it
Jenembal: and you follow him
dethluscifer532: not really
Jenembal: yea
dethluscifer532: we jusat chill
dethluscifer532: and for all u guys no
dethluscifer532: i havent changed
Jenembal: you have
Jenembal: you dont know it
dethluscifer532: and i try to make an attemp to chill
Jenembal: we talk about you everyday
Jenembal: and how it sucks foo took you over
dethluscifer532: but u guys r NEVER around
Jenembal: we are always around
Jenembal: we are always doing something
dethluscifer532: he didnt take over me
Jenembal: he did jon
dethluscifer532: YOU GUYS NEVER FUCKING GET A HOLD OF ME
dethluscifer532: EVER
dethluscifer532: EVER
Jenembal: because your with foo
Jenembal: and you wont leave his side
dethluscifer532: why does that matter
Jenembal: we dont like foo
dethluscifer532: i can walk to meet ya guys somewhere or ask him for a ride somewhere im not always around him
dethluscifer532: well foo just saw that and sed u can all kiss his ass\
dethluscifer532: so dont be askin him for shit anymore
dethluscifer532: but if u ever wanna chill with me
Jenembal: ok whatever
dethluscifer532: just call the number i gave you and ill ask foo for a ride
dethluscifer532: cuz he sed he didnt need to chill with THE CREW
dethluscifer532: well i wanna no something
Jenembal: what
dethluscifer532: what the fuck is going on here
dethluscifer532: its like your trying to make it seeem liike i dont make an effort to do anything
Jenembal: you dont
dethluscifer532: but all u guys can say is that im SHADY
Jenembal: yea you gave us a number
dethluscifer532: and im DIFFERENT
Jenembal: i never heard anyone say your shady
Jenembal: but you did change
dethluscifer532: but u guys dont see me to tell imf im shady or different
dethluscifer532: cuz the last i new im the same person
dethluscifer532: and if u cant except that i hang out with foo thats not my problem
dethluscifer532: cuz i thought we werer all cool
dethluscifer532: but it doesnt seem like that'
dethluscifer532: so whats the deal;
Jenembal: me personally, i dont mind hanging out with foo, hes cool, but just sometimes he can be a dick
Jenembal: and i just dont like being around that
dethluscifer532: so can
dethluscifer532: i
dethluscifer532: so can u
dethluscifer532: and so does everytone else
Jenembal: i would rather be with my friends when we arent mean to eachother or boss eachother around
dethluscifer532: but its just how his personality is
dethluscifer532: we dont
Jenembal: and jeremy is supposed to be your best friend
dethluscifer532: yeah
dethluscifer532: he is
Jenembal: but you let foo steal his bowl and i guess now there is jewlery missing from jeremys house
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: dont even pull that
Jenembal: im not pulling shit
dethluscifer532: do u no how many pople have been ionthat haoue
dethluscifer532: house*
dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: i really dont wanna argue with u
Jenembal: then dont
Jenembal: we really cant fix this
dethluscifer532: um yeah we can
dethluscifer532: they'er is a way to fix alot of thingd
dethluscifer532: there*
Jenembal: well the person to fix it is all you
dethluscifer532: wtf
dethluscifer532: what the fuck did i mess up this time
Jenembal: we still do the same shit we did before
Jenembal: we chill everyday
Jenembal: your the one who left
dethluscifer532: how the fuck am i to get a hold of people
dethluscifer532: you ell me
dethluscifer532: tell*
Jenembal: you know where we chill
Jenembal: every sunday night.... your not there
dethluscifer532: i at least call everyone of you at least 3-4 times a day
dethluscifer532: um no i dont
dethluscifer532: i dont no were u chill
dethluscifer532: u can be anywhere
dethluscifer532: there has been so many times where weve drivin around pointlessly looking for everyone
Jenembal: latley we have been chillin at my house
dethluscifer532: and callinf
dethluscifer532: i try calling corey
Jenembal: his phone is always dead
Jenembal: or broken
dethluscifer532: i try to see if your on line
dethluscifer532: i even try calling matt
dethluscifer532: your room mate
Jenembal: his phone is off
Jenembal: we have no phones really anymore
dethluscifer532: and i call peoples houses to see if there there and they are never home
Jenembal: next month i will
dethluscifer532: so there or i have no way to get a hold of you guys
dethluscifer532: im sorry im not a mall rat anymore
Jenembal: its not about the mall
dethluscifer532: i greww out of it
dethluscifer532: yea it is
Jenembal: the only time im at the mall is if im working
dethluscifer532: cuz thats were everyone is most if the trime
Jenembal: not really
Jenembal: the only ppl who go to the mall alot is me and corey
dethluscifer532: then what do u want me to do about this
Jenembal: cause we work there
Jenembal: jeremy is either home or with matt
Jenembal: matt is either working, home or with us
dethluscifer532: and we hang out with ashton and chuck sometimes
dethluscifer532: and we try calling mattt to see if he wants to hang out
dethluscifer532: we hung out with matt the other day
Jenembal: yea ashton and chuck told me about how they would "hang out" with you guys
dethluscifer532: and were hanging out with him tomorrow
dethluscifer532: "hang out"?
Jenembal: whenever ashton or chuck would want to come to albany to hang out, foo would say "no thats gay" or something and wouldnt give them a ride and you guys would just be at ashtons all day
Jenembal: they didnt want that
Jenembal: they wanted to be with the crew
dethluscifer532: when was this
Jenembal: when you still lived with ashton
dethluscifer532: the nights when he didnt want to drive to halo
dethluscifer532: at like 2-3 in the morning
Jenembal: you guys still dont come to halo night
Jenembal: thats one major crew night and your not there
dethluscifer532: to tell u the truth deegan
dethluscifer532: im always tired
dethluscifer532: and there are sometmes when i dnt wanna go there and sleep
dethluscifer532: well im sorry if im not around
Jenembal: dont be sorry
Jenembal: do you
dethluscifer532: r u working tomorrow
Jenembal: do what you want to do
dethluscifer532: no im not
dethluscifer532: cuz im not losing friend ships
Jenembal: you already lost 1
dethluscifer532: over some shit that always seems to fall into my hands
dethluscifer532: who
Jenembal: jeremy
dethluscifer532: how
Jenembal: i just told you why
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: then what do u want me to do then
dethluscifer532: just disapper
Jenembal: i dont know what you can do
dethluscifer532: so you guys dont have to even wonder where i am
Jenembal: but look at it from our point of view
dethluscifer532: so u guys can be happy then mopve on
dethluscifer532: cuz ill just vanxsh
Jenembal: listen
dethluscifer532: listen to what
Jenembal: its the crew every night
Jenembal: same people
Jenembal: then foo comes back from wherever he was
Jenembal: he starts to chill with us
dethluscifer532: i seriouly dont see y u have a problem with him
dethluscifer532: or corey
dethluscifer532: or chuck or ashton
Jenembal: then you start to chill with foo more often
dethluscifer532: or matt
Jenembal: i told you why
dethluscifer532: cuz i live at his house
Jenembal: he acts like hes in charge
dethluscifer532: trying to find a job
dethluscifer532: trying to get my shit togethter
dethluscifer532: then i come out to be the bad guy in all this
dethluscifer532: and u guys say im shady
Jenembal: what happend to brookstone
dethluscifer532: im different
dethluscifer532: y dont u look at it from my point of vieew
dethluscifer532: fuck brookstone
dethluscifer532: they dicked me around to
dethluscifer532: im trying to make my self presentable
dethluscifer532: to others
Jenembal: why
Jenembal: why impress yourself for others
dethluscifer532: im trying to get my fucking shit togeether
Jenembal: why not just be the same person you were
dethluscifer532: im trying
dethluscifer532: but u have to understand that people need to grow up
dethluscifer532: and thats whta im trying to do
Jenembal: i have to understand?
Jenembal: i gre up years ago
dethluscifer532: cuz people always tell me that i should do something
dethluscifer532: and thats what im trying to do
Jenembal: yea you should
dethluscifer532: but it seems like people cant understand
Jenembal: just get a job, make money, stob borrowing money
dethluscifer532: i no i dont hang out with u guys anymore
dethluscifer532: but im trying to get somewhere
Jenembal: your not doing a good job
dethluscifer532: and ot be a lazy bum like certain people
Jenembal: its not hard to get a job
dethluscifer532: i have to get identifcatio
dethluscifer532: i have to get things done before anything
Jenembal: so get one
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: check this
dethluscifer532: u moved out when u were 18
dethluscifer532: your parents helped u in all that shit right
dethluscifer532: until u moved out
dethluscifer532: righjt
dethluscifer532: right
Jenembal: yea
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: when did i practically move out
dethluscifer532: 15
dethluscifer532: 16
Jenembal: i understand what your saying
Jenembal: you have had it hard
Jenembal: but its really not that hard
dethluscifer532: i have to do thing s for my self with out the help of other for a long time
dethluscifer532: oh yes it is hard
dethluscifer532: u just dont see it
dethluscifer532: cuz i play it off like its all good
Jenembal: i told you you could live with me for a month, not pay rent, get a job, then pay rent and go on from there
dethluscifer532: but its not
Jenembal: but you didnt want to
Jenembal: instead you live with foo
dethluscifer532: I DONT HAVE NOTHING!!!!!!!!!
dethluscifer532: AND ALL OF U GUYS HAVE SOMETHING
Jenembal: whats so hard about getting something
dethluscifer532: CHECH THIS
Jenembal: go get your ID, get a job, move out with somefriends you trust
dethluscifer532: uve had it made since uve lived with ur partents since u were 18
Jenembal: when i live wiht my parents, that was months ago, that has nothing to do with now
dethluscifer532: everything given to you or practically handed to you
dethluscifer532: i havent had that
dethluscifer532: just listen
dethluscifer532: u have too live in my shoes to see what im goin thru
dethluscifer532: i have my friends( you guys) and i love you guys but right now in my life i have to move u a step down in my priority list because i need to buckle down and get shit straight
Jenembal: friends are there to help
dethluscifer532: once i do that i can be able to move u guys back up on the list cuz ill be able to multitask and work, hang out, and whatever else i need to do
Jenembal: and friends arent a priotity
dethluscifer532: i know friends are there to help but there are some things friends cant help
dethluscifer532: i gotta ?
Jenembal: shoot
dethluscifer532: y when this happens like this its all brought to me like it my responsibility to deal with it
dethluscifer532: cuz it sh=ure in hell is not my fault
Jenembal: how is it not your fault?
dethluscifer532: thas all i wanna no
Jenembal: you ditched us
Jenembal: we didnt leave you
dethluscifer532: thats the way it always is
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: i didnt leave u guys either
Jenembal: you did
dethluscifer532: no i ducking didnt
Jenembal: we are a staright line and you were part of that but you curved off and we are still going straight
dethluscifer532: U GUYS NEVER EVER CALL ME
dethluscifer532: u guys are never around
Jenembal: i already explained to you why we dont call you
Jenembal: we dont watn foo around
Jenembal: we want YOU
dethluscifer532: and it seem like when i try to get a hold of u guys ur never fucking around to hang out wiht
dethluscifer532: so ther fore im not in this all by my self
dethluscifer532: youg guys need to realak and think about it to
dethluscifer532: relax*
dethluscifer532: cuz its not all on me
dethluscifer532: thius right here is a 50/50 thng
Jenembal: we didnt do shit jon
Jenembal: nothing is on us
Jenembal: nothing
Jenembal: you ditched us, so why should we try to get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: see
Jenembal: we are doing the same shit we have been doing
Jenembal: you left it
Jenembal: not us
Jenembal: you
dethluscifer532: dethluscifer532 (3:20:00 AM): and it seem like when i try to get a hold of u guys ur never fucking around to hang out wiht
Jenembal: you dont try hard enough
dethluscifer532: YES i did
Jenembal: if you wanna hang out, then do it
dethluscifer532: so calling everone like 4-5 times
dethluscifer532: is enuff
dethluscifer532: and tring to get a hold of u guys all the time isnt enuff
Jenembal: you dont understand
Jenembal: The crew = NO PHONES
Jenembal: we never call eachother
Jenembal: we just meet up
Jenembal: an dyou used to do the same thing
Jenembal: you know how to do it
Jenembal: you just dont because foo doesnt want to
dethluscifer532: where the fuck is that
Jenembal: ???
dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: ???
dethluscifer532: ???
Jenembal: what did you mean by where the fuck is it
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: we just meet up
dethluscifer532: dethluscifer532: where the fuck is that
Jenembal: jon, when you hung out with us
Jenembal: we never made plans
Jenembal: we just met up
Jenembal: somehow someway
dethluscifer532: but now its differnet i try to get a hold of u guys
dethluscifer532: where do u guys just meet up
Jenembal: most of the time now we are at my house playing halo 2
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: do u still want me to come down tommorrow
Jenembal: ofcourse
dethluscifer532: and i dont give a fuck what u say
Jenembal: give yourself a fresh start to start hanging out with us again
dethluscifer532: your hanging out ith us this weekend
dethluscifer532: sorta
dethluscifer532: most of it
Jenembal: friday - lan party
dethluscifer532: cuz i tell u that u are
Jenembal: saturday - papos
Jenembal: sunday - pippers
Jenembal: Halo 2 Weekend
dethluscifer532: what time r u going to papos on saterdaut
dethluscifer532: sat.
Jenembal: i dunno
dethluscifer532: actullay
dethluscifer532: how bout this
dethluscifer532: ima test u guys to see if u really want to hang out with me
dethluscifer532: ill be at the lan party on fri
dethluscifer532: w/o foo
dethluscifer532: and on sat and sun get ahold of me and ill meet ya wherever
dethluscifer532: but just watch no one is gonna get ahold of me like usual
Jenembal: because we dont want to call foo
dethluscifer532: then thats not my fault
dethluscifer532: thats theproblem
dethluscifer532: thats the whole reason behind the convo
dethluscifer532: thanx
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: because we dont want to call foo
dethluscifer532: thats the reason behind this all
dethluscifer532: alls u guys have to do is call and ask for me
dethluscifer532: boittem line
dethluscifer532: thats all
dethluscifer532: simple as done
dethluscifer532: ex.
Jenembal: i dont even have a phone to call you with
dethluscifer532: jeremey has called the phone to chill
dethluscifer532: and corey
dethluscifer532: u can find one
dethluscifer532: u can walk to price chopper if u have to
dethluscifer532: u always have money
dethluscifer532: u can ask matt
dethluscifer532: nvm
dethluscifer532: he turned t off
Jenembal: i never have money
Jenembal: im broke all the time now
dethluscifer532: .25 cents
Jenembal: dont even have that
Jenembal: i have no 1 dollar
Jenembal: not*
dethluscifer532: so your telling me u cant get .25
Jenembal: and why all the suddon do i have to call you
Jenembal: i never used to have to call you
dethluscifer532: cuz i was at the mall all the time
dethluscifer532: thats y
dethluscifer532: once again proving that the mall is a place where peolpe find people
Jenembal: so why can tyou go to the mall to find us
dethluscifer532: the mall is ass
Jenembal: 9:30 come to the mall see where we are going
dethluscifer532: i got bored of the mall
Jenembal: and follow
dethluscifer532: hey u can even call me from the mall
Jenembal: WHY CALL YOU!?!?!
Jenembal: just come to us
Jenembal: like i said
Jenembal: everyday atleast me or corey are working
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: jon, when you hung out with us
Jenembal: we never made plans
Jenembal: we just met up
Jenembal: somehow someway
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ this is why everyone needs to grow up
Jenembal: just come to the mall at closing and see where we go
dethluscifer532: making plans isnt a hard thing to do
Jenembal: your saying WE need to grow up?
dethluscifer532: all you have to do is instant message me and say hey jon were gonna do this or that\
dethluscifer532: and ill be like ok cool deegan
dethluscifer532: is there anyway i can get a ride since u dont want foo around
Jenembal: yea
Jenembal: corey or matt
dethluscifer532: and ull be like uea we wanna hang out with ya bad enuff that we will find u a ride (corey)
dethluscifer532: corey is a little bitch somethimes
dethluscifer532: not saying all the time
dethluscifer532: and matt gets rideds from foo sometimes
dethluscifer532: cuz his car is beet
Jenembal: yea fo rnow
dethluscifer532: who gave ashton and chuck rids
dethluscifer532: ohg wait
dethluscifer532: who gave u a ride home to grab clothes and your shit and get a hair cut when we where all chillin at jeremeys a while back
dethluscifer532: that was foo
dethluscifer532: see this is what u dont understand
dethluscifer532: hes not what everyone says he is
dethluscifer532: and i can honestly say that
dethluscifer532: cuz i have been hangin out with him for a while
Jenembal: yea, he did me a few favors
dethluscifer532: and the shit people say anout him isnt tru
Jenembal: i appreciate it
dethluscifer532: he is willing to do favors for anyone
dethluscifer532: if they need it
dethluscifer532: but NO ONE ever calls
dethluscifer532: you just need to under stand
dethluscifer532: theres no problem with him
Jenembal: but there is sometimes
dethluscifer532: like how
dethluscifer532: and dont even say with jerermeys bull
Jenembal: Chuck tells me about how they would come up with plans and foo would just be like no
Jenembal: and it would be his way
dethluscifer532: cuz u wanna no some thing
dethluscifer532: practically everyone one from the crew smoked out of it
Jenembal: and we all told jeremy also
dethluscifer532: we told chuck to call us so many times and he didnt
dethluscifer532: we told ashtons to call o his b-day
dethluscifer532: he didnt
dethluscifer532: and we looked for him all night
dethluscifer532: the we went to bordons
Jenembal: because they were too busy chillin with there friends to find someone that ditched them
dethluscifer532: and he was there
Jenembal: thats why we dont call you
dethluscifer532: i gave mat tthe nuber to chill
dethluscifer532: never called
dethluscifer532: andt
dethluscifer532: that the night i wasnt there
dethluscifer532: at your house
dethluscifer532: like last weekend
dethluscifer532: niether was chuck and ashton
dethluscifer532: correction just chuck
dethluscifer532: we tryed to get a hold of every one
Jenembal: im not mad at chuck and ashton for not hanging out because they dont have ways to get here
dethluscifer532: cand matt said that he would call me and never did
dethluscifer532: no on ever calls me
dethluscifer532: like im not there
dethluscifer532: im always will to hang out
dethluscifer532: chuxk did
dethluscifer532: i did
dethluscifer532: shayna even did
dethluscifer532: so did matt
dethluscifer532: but ithink of it like this
dethluscifer532: u dont even BOTHER with me any more
dethluscifer532: cuz i hang out with foo
Jenembal: because i lost my best friend
dethluscifer532: and thats fucked up
Jenembal: just like i said i would
dethluscifer532: no u didnt
dethluscifer532: u never call your best frined
dethluscifer532: and u no if i didnt have a way down i would walk
dethluscifer532: and u no that
dethluscifer532: but no one ever fucking calls me
dethluscifer532: to let me no anything
dethluscifer532: if u think you lost your frined then so be it
dethluscifer532: thats your chioce
dethluscifer532: and im not going to talk u out of if cuz that your choice
dethluscifer532: cuz remember im shady and im different
Jenembal: jon what i dont understand is if i never had to call you to tell you whats going on why do i now?
dethluscifer532: telll me if im rong
Jenembal: and i already told you, i never heard anyone call you shady
dethluscifer532: because i dont go to the mall
dethluscifer532: papo told me
dethluscifer532: that all u guys said that i was shady
Jenembal: i was there when we told papo
Jenembal: we said you changed and that you became foos bitch
Jenembal: that was our words
dethluscifer532: foos bitch
dethluscifer532: fuck that
dethluscifer532: if u think that
dethluscifer532: then theres something
dethluscifer532: wrong
dethluscifer532: how can u even say that
dethluscifer532: and im saying
dethluscifer532: YOU
Jenembal: then theres alot wrong
dethluscifer532: how the fuck r u going to say that
Jenembal: because everyone thinks it
dethluscifer532: you no what
dethluscifer532: then there not my friends if there going to say something like that
dethluscifer532: cuz all of u guys know
dethluscifer532: that i would do anything for u guys if i could
dethluscifer532: and who was always there
dethluscifer532: to talk to
Jenembal: go back to the old jon
Jenembal: there
Jenembal: do it
dethluscifer532: and all that shit
dethluscifer532: and who would set shit staight
Jenembal: the olf jon was there to talk to
dethluscifer532: and u are the only one thats nos
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: for the last
Jenembal: the day foo hung out with us i became worried i was ganna loose you
Jenembal: and i did
dethluscifer532: NO ONE EVER CALLS ME!!!!
Jenembal: because your with him
Jenembal: jon listen
dethluscifer532: it doesnt mattert
Jenembal: your not listening
Jenembal: YOU LEFT US
dethluscifer532: if i wasnt listen i would go to sleep
dethluscifer532: but right now im talking this over with u
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: belive what u wanna beilve
Jenembal: how didnt you
dethluscifer532: one more time
Jenembal: get it through your head
Jenembal: you left us
Jenembal: all of us
dethluscifer532: u guys never make an attemp to call me
Jenembal: so why should we
dethluscifer532: or get a hold of me
Jenembal: why should we try to get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: WOW
Jenembal: thats like a friend telling me he doesnt wanna be friends anymore and i call him the next day asking to be friends
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: why should we try to get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: deegan
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Jenembal: jesus
dethluscifer532: tell me
dethluscifer532: why should u guys try to get a hld of me
Jenembal: LOOK
Jenembal: Jenembal: thats like a friend telling me he doesnt wanna be friends anymore and i call him the next day asking to be friends
Jenembal: YOU LEFT US
Jenembal: GOD DAMNIT
dethluscifer532: if im supposed to be a friend to you guys. and u guys wanna hang out wiht me. why wouldnt u call foos phone and just ask for me
dethluscifer532: i never know where u guys are anymore cuz no one tells me
Jenembal: your not fucking reading
Jenembal: stop typing and read
dethluscifer532: ive read all that shit
Jenembal: that explains why we dont get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: but u know it really makes no sense with the point your trying to push in my face
Jenembal: you left us jon
Jenembal: it makes perfect sense
dethluscifer532: you put me aside
dethluscifer532: cuz u dnot wanna call me
Jenembal: chuck is right next to me and he agrees
dethluscifer532: or should i say foos phone
Jenembal: i put you aside because you put me aside
dethluscifer532: i dont care im talking to u
Jenembal: simple as that
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: u just work all the time
dethluscifer532: and i never see u
dethluscifer532: i talk about u all the time
dethluscifer532: u no
dethluscifer532: but this crazy tyhing we call life makes it seem like none of my frinds give a fuck anymore
dethluscifer532: chuck dont i talk about him all the time saying i wanna hang out
Jenembal: jon if you wanna hang out then just do itdethluscifer532: remeber when me u and foo where at shay nas what did i try to do all night
Jenembal: we shouldnt have to call you
dethluscifer532: chuck didnt we try to get ahold of everyone until we finally got a hold of rochelle and she told us that everyone was at deegans and passed out
Jenembal: on holloween
Jenembal: ?
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: a couple days ogo
Jenembal: oh your talking to chuck
dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: when they all left you on halloween who was there to hang out with u
dethluscifer532: i was
dethluscifer532: and chuck knows what im talking about
dethluscifer532: cuz i tryed to get a hold of someone at your house
dethluscifer532: the other day
dethluscifer532: when matt and rochelle broke up
dethluscifer532: i could nt get a hold af any one
dethluscifer532: deegan i go out of my way to make people happy and all they do i s put shit on me
dethluscifer532: and u no this
dethluscifer532: cuz u have seen it happen before and
dethluscifer532: before that
dethluscifer532: and so on
dethluscifer532: so rtell me im wrong
Jenembal: i have
Jenembal: but i never shit on you
dethluscifer532: dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: when they all left you on halloween who was there to hang out with u
dethluscifer532: i was
dethluscifer532: and chuck knows what im talking about
dethluscifer532: cuz i tryed to get a hold of someone at your house
dethluscifer532: the other day
dethluscifer532: when matt and rochelle broke up
dethluscifer532: i could nt get a hold af any one
dethluscifer532: deegan i go out of my way to make people happy and all they do i s put shit on me
dethluscifer532: and u no this
dethluscifer532: cuz u have seen it happen before and
dethluscifer532: before that
dethluscifer532: and so on
dethluscifer532: so rtell me im wrong
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Jenembal: so why did you leave me
dethluscifer532:
how did i leave u
Jenembal: you used to be at my place everyday
Jenembal: untill foo came back
dethluscifer532: yeah
dethluscifer532: till i got my place
dethluscifer532: and i got evicted
dethluscifer532: then i was at ashton
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: i gotta a ?
dethluscifer532: what do i have
Jenembal: you lived with ashton, but you chilled with foo
dethluscifer532: what do i have to look foward to
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: i chillied with ashtona nd chukc and foo
dethluscifer532: deegan i dont wanna lose our friend ship
Jenembal: how bout this
Jenembal: stop
Jenembal: shh
dethluscifer532: i dont wanna lose any of our frinedships
dethluscifer532: ghold on
dethluscifer532: b4 i 4get
Jenembal: come to the lan party tomorrow, chill with us
Jenembal: remember the old days
dethluscifer532: u guys are like family to me
dethluscifer532: yeah
Jenembal: while you are with us, think about the old days
dethluscifer532: i do
dethluscifer532: all the time
Jenembal: and think about what is better, what was more fun
dethluscifer532: what r u trying to get at
dethluscifer532: life moves on
dethluscifer532: things change
dethluscifer532: pople change
dethluscifer532: but i didnt
Jenembal: you did
dethluscifer532: if u were to hang out wth me you would understamnd
Jenembal: someone changed jon
Jenembal: i didnt
dethluscifer532: u would understand
dethluscifer532: if u hung out with me
dethluscifer532: alls im asking for is for a simple fucking phone call
dethluscifer532: qoute from my dad
dethluscifer532: dont get me wrong on this i love you guys
dethluscifer532: and thats not going to change
dethluscifer532: but u also have to understand
Jenembal: understand what
Jenembal: what is there to understand that your not with us anymore
dethluscifer532: ppl grow up
Jenembal: the only thing that we understand is that you left us
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: u have to understand
dethluscifer532: i would hang out with u guys if u guys called me once in a while u to chuck
dethluscifer532: u have the number
dethluscifer532: chuck u called the other day
dethluscifer532: and asked for a power cord
dethluscifer532: and u were all like hey guys tomorrow were gonna hang out
dethluscifer532: and what did i say
dethluscifer532: gimme a call when u wake up
dethluscifer532: u know u had the number
dethluscifer532: but u dudnt call
Jenembal: chucks playing halo
dethluscifer532: and dont say its cuz u dont like foo
dethluscifer532: well show him this
Jenembal: he said he slept all day
Jenembal: till like 7 in the afternoon
dethluscifer532: still there was the night
dethluscifer532: and im up all night
dethluscifer532: till like 3-4-5 in the mornig
dethluscifer532: i never sleep
dethluscifer532: u can call any time of the day
dethluscifer532: and say come down
dethluscifer532: thas all u have to say
dethluscifer532: come down were here and so and so
Jenembal: well im saying this
Jenembal: come to the lan tomorrow, chill with us all night, then saturday, chill with us all day, then sunday, chill with us all day
Jenembal: thats all you gatta do
dethluscifer532: what does that solve
dethluscifer532: im trying to solve this now
dethluscifer532: cuz u no what i no this is going to happen again ppl r going to think i ditched them for other shit
dethluscifer532: so i wanna solve this now!
dethluscifer532: tell me what i have to do and ill tell u what u have to do
dethluscifer532: : come to the lan tomorrow, chill with us all night, then saturday, chill with us all day, then sunday, chill with us all day
dethluscifer532: besides that
Jenembal: just be there
dethluscifer532: \ll
Jenembal: we shouldnt have to call you
dethluscifer532: just call me
dethluscifer532: yt not
dethluscifer532: y hte fuck not
Jenembal: we never call anyone
dethluscifer532: im never around
dethluscifer532: to tell me
Jenembal: at closing time we meet up at the mall and go somewhere
dethluscifer532: i call matt tall the time and we talk and we hang out
dethluscifer532: thats how it works
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: at closing time we meet up at the mall and go somewhere
dethluscifer532: thats all u have to say if im online
dethluscifer532: or what ever
Jenembal: im not online
dethluscifer532: or tell corey to call
dethluscifer532: cuz he has the numbe in his CELL PHONE
dethluscifer532: your job has a phone
dethluscifer532: te mall has a phone
dethluscifer532: 18007498519
dethluscifer532: simple
dethluscifer532: or whatever
Jenembal: what is the big deal about calling you
dethluscifer532: theres aways a way to get a hold of me
dethluscifer532: i call u guys all the time
dethluscifer532: i try my best to get a hold of some one
dethluscifer532: but it always fails
dethluscifer532: i dont go to the mall
dethluscifer532: any more
dethluscifer532: i gtg
dethluscifer532: ok
Jenembal: ok
dethluscifer532: just do me a favor
dethluscifer532: and listen to what i said
dethluscifer532: and call me i try to call u
Jenembal: we will talk about it more tomorrow
dethluscifer532: i try to see if your on line and all that shit
dethluscifer532: fine
dethluscifer532: peace homie
Jenembal: peace
dethluscifer532: i still love and i no your just looking out
dethluscifer532: and you r still my best friend i hope u no that
Jenembal: im just trying to give my deegan advice
dethluscifer532: cuz if this was anyone else i would just be fuck u
dethluscifer532: leaev me alone
dethluscifer532: peace
dethluscifer532: ill see u tomorrow
Jenembal: peace dude, ill ttyl
dethluscifer532: yeah
dethluscifer532: ill be there
dethluscifer532: ok
Jenembal: ok
dethluscifer532: r u working tomorrow
Jenembal: 12-8
Jenembal: then going to the cafe
dethluscifer532: ill stop in
Jenembal: come at 8
dethluscifer532: ok
Jenembal: ill have kenny give you a ride to the cafe
People dont understand that shit is critical
Jenembal: yo
Jenembal: chuck and ashton are at my house, chuck said sup
Jenembal: ashton is sleeping
dethluscifer532: what up
dethluscifer532: im back
dethluscifer532: from
dethluscifer532: buffalo
dethluscifer532: and yeah
dethluscifer532: fuck you
dethluscifer532: were aer u
Jenembal: home
dethluscifer532: what up
dethluscifer532: y do ppl think im shady
dethluscifer532: and they thin im different
Jenembal: because you have changed
dethluscifer532: how'
dethluscifer532: ?
Jenembal: your ditched us
Jenembal: you*
dethluscifer532: how
Jenembal: all of us
Jenembal: how?
Jenembal: are you serious
dethluscifer532: yeah
Jenembal: you dont ever hang out with us anymore
dethluscifer532: u never call
Jenembal: with what phone
Jenembal: and whos number
dethluscifer532: 5425975
dethluscifer532: ive given that nuber to everyone
dethluscifer532: corey
Jenembal: you used to always make sure that you were with the crew every nite
dethluscifer532: matt
dethluscifer532: chuck
dethluscifer532: ashot
dethluscifer532: ashton
dethluscifer532: they all have the nimber
dethluscifer532: and u guys never call when i saw call i wanna hang oput
Jenembal: the reason why they dont call if because they dont want foo around
dethluscifer532: y
Jenembal: he acts like hes in charge, everything is gay unless he wants to do it
Jenembal: and you follow him
dethluscifer532: not really
Jenembal: yea
dethluscifer532: we jusat chill
dethluscifer532: and for all u guys no
dethluscifer532: i havent changed
Jenembal: you have
Jenembal: you dont know it
dethluscifer532: and i try to make an attemp to chill
Jenembal: we talk about you everyday
Jenembal: and how it sucks foo took you over
dethluscifer532: but u guys r NEVER around
Jenembal: we are always around
Jenembal: we are always doing something
dethluscifer532: he didnt take over me
Jenembal: he did jon
dethluscifer532: YOU GUYS NEVER FUCKING GET A HOLD OF ME
dethluscifer532: EVER
dethluscifer532: EVER
Jenembal: because your with foo
Jenembal: and you wont leave his side
dethluscifer532: why does that matter
Jenembal: we dont like foo
dethluscifer532: i can walk to meet ya guys somewhere or ask him for a ride somewhere im not always around him
dethluscifer532: well foo just saw that and sed u can all kiss his ass\
dethluscifer532: so dont be askin him for shit anymore
dethluscifer532: but if u ever wanna chill with me
Jenembal: ok whatever
dethluscifer532: just call the number i gave you and ill ask foo for a ride
dethluscifer532: cuz he sed he didnt need to chill with THE CREW
dethluscifer532: well i wanna no something
Jenembal: what
dethluscifer532: what the fuck is going on here
dethluscifer532: its like your trying to make it seeem liike i dont make an effort to do anything
Jenembal: you dont
dethluscifer532: but all u guys can say is that im SHADY
Jenembal: yea you gave us a number
dethluscifer532: and im DIFFERENT
Jenembal: i never heard anyone say your shady
Jenembal: but you did change
dethluscifer532: but u guys dont see me to tell imf im shady or different
dethluscifer532: cuz the last i new im the same person
dethluscifer532: and if u cant except that i hang out with foo thats not my problem
dethluscifer532: cuz i thought we werer all cool
dethluscifer532: but it doesnt seem like that'
dethluscifer532: so whats the deal;
Jenembal: me personally, i dont mind hanging out with foo, hes cool, but just sometimes he can be a dick
Jenembal: and i just dont like being around that
dethluscifer532: so can
dethluscifer532: i
dethluscifer532: so can u
dethluscifer532: and so does everytone else
Jenembal: i would rather be with my friends when we arent mean to eachother or boss eachother around
dethluscifer532: but its just how his personality is
dethluscifer532: we dont
Jenembal: and jeremy is supposed to be your best friend
dethluscifer532: yeah
dethluscifer532: he is
Jenembal: but you let foo steal his bowl and i guess now there is jewlery missing from jeremys house
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: dont even pull that
Jenembal: im not pulling shit
dethluscifer532: do u no how many pople have been ionthat haoue
dethluscifer532: house*
dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: i really dont wanna argue with u
Jenembal: then dont
Jenembal: we really cant fix this
dethluscifer532: um yeah we can
dethluscifer532: they'er is a way to fix alot of thingd
dethluscifer532: there*
Jenembal: well the person to fix it is all you
dethluscifer532: wtf
dethluscifer532: what the fuck did i mess up this time
Jenembal: we still do the same shit we did before
Jenembal: we chill everyday
Jenembal: your the one who left
dethluscifer532: how the fuck am i to get a hold of people
dethluscifer532: you ell me
dethluscifer532: tell*
Jenembal: you know where we chill
Jenembal: every sunday night.... your not there
dethluscifer532: i at least call everyone of you at least 3-4 times a day
dethluscifer532: um no i dont
dethluscifer532: i dont no were u chill
dethluscifer532: u can be anywhere
dethluscifer532: there has been so many times where weve drivin around pointlessly looking for everyone
Jenembal: latley we have been chillin at my house
dethluscifer532: and callinf
dethluscifer532: i try calling corey
Jenembal: his phone is always dead
Jenembal: or broken
dethluscifer532: i try to see if your on line
dethluscifer532: i even try calling matt
dethluscifer532: your room mate
Jenembal: his phone is off
Jenembal: we have no phones really anymore
dethluscifer532: and i call peoples houses to see if there there and they are never home
Jenembal: next month i will
dethluscifer532: so there or i have no way to get a hold of you guys
dethluscifer532: im sorry im not a mall rat anymore
Jenembal: its not about the mall
dethluscifer532: i greww out of it
dethluscifer532: yea it is
Jenembal: the only time im at the mall is if im working
dethluscifer532: cuz thats were everyone is most if the trime
Jenembal: not really
Jenembal: the only ppl who go to the mall alot is me and corey
dethluscifer532: then what do u want me to do about this
Jenembal: cause we work there
Jenembal: jeremy is either home or with matt
Jenembal: matt is either working, home or with us
dethluscifer532: and we hang out with ashton and chuck sometimes
dethluscifer532: and we try calling mattt to see if he wants to hang out
dethluscifer532: we hung out with matt the other day
Jenembal: yea ashton and chuck told me about how they would "hang out" with you guys
dethluscifer532: and were hanging out with him tomorrow
dethluscifer532: "hang out"?
Jenembal: whenever ashton or chuck would want to come to albany to hang out, foo would say "no thats gay" or something and wouldnt give them a ride and you guys would just be at ashtons all day
Jenembal: they didnt want that
Jenembal: they wanted to be with the crew
dethluscifer532: when was this
Jenembal: when you still lived with ashton
dethluscifer532: the nights when he didnt want to drive to halo
dethluscifer532: at like 2-3 in the morning
Jenembal: you guys still dont come to halo night
Jenembal: thats one major crew night and your not there
dethluscifer532: to tell u the truth deegan
dethluscifer532: im always tired
dethluscifer532: and there are sometmes when i dnt wanna go there and sleep
dethluscifer532: well im sorry if im not around
Jenembal: dont be sorry
Jenembal: do you
dethluscifer532: r u working tomorrow
Jenembal: do what you want to do
dethluscifer532: no im not
dethluscifer532: cuz im not losing friend ships
Jenembal: you already lost 1
dethluscifer532: over some shit that always seems to fall into my hands
dethluscifer532: who
Jenembal: jeremy
dethluscifer532: how
Jenembal: i just told you why
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: then what do u want me to do then
dethluscifer532: just disapper
Jenembal: i dont know what you can do
dethluscifer532: so you guys dont have to even wonder where i am
Jenembal: but look at it from our point of view
dethluscifer532: so u guys can be happy then mopve on
dethluscifer532: cuz ill just vanxsh
Jenembal: listen
dethluscifer532: listen to what
Jenembal: its the crew every night
Jenembal: same people
Jenembal: then foo comes back from wherever he was
Jenembal: he starts to chill with us
dethluscifer532: i seriouly dont see y u have a problem with him
dethluscifer532: or corey
dethluscifer532: or chuck or ashton
Jenembal: then you start to chill with foo more often
dethluscifer532: or matt
Jenembal: i told you why
dethluscifer532: cuz i live at his house
Jenembal: he acts like hes in charge
dethluscifer532: trying to find a job
dethluscifer532: trying to get my shit togethter
dethluscifer532: then i come out to be the bad guy in all this
dethluscifer532: and u guys say im shady
Jenembal: what happend to brookstone
dethluscifer532: im different
dethluscifer532: y dont u look at it from my point of vieew
dethluscifer532: fuck brookstone
dethluscifer532: they dicked me around to
dethluscifer532: im trying to make my self presentable
dethluscifer532: to others
Jenembal: why
Jenembal: why impress yourself for others
dethluscifer532: im trying to get my fucking shit togeether
Jenembal: why not just be the same person you were
dethluscifer532: im trying
dethluscifer532: but u have to understand that people need to grow up
dethluscifer532: and thats whta im trying to do
Jenembal: i have to understand?
Jenembal: i gre up years ago
dethluscifer532: cuz people always tell me that i should do something
dethluscifer532: and thats what im trying to do
Jenembal: yea you should
dethluscifer532: but it seems like people cant understand
Jenembal: just get a job, make money, stob borrowing money
dethluscifer532: i no i dont hang out with u guys anymore
dethluscifer532: but im trying to get somewhere
Jenembal: your not doing a good job
dethluscifer532: and ot be a lazy bum like certain people
Jenembal: its not hard to get a job
dethluscifer532: i have to get identifcatio
dethluscifer532: i have to get things done before anything
Jenembal: so get one
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: check this
dethluscifer532: u moved out when u were 18
dethluscifer532: your parents helped u in all that shit right
dethluscifer532: until u moved out
dethluscifer532: righjt
dethluscifer532: right
Jenembal: yea
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: when did i practically move out
dethluscifer532: 15
dethluscifer532: 16
Jenembal: i understand what your saying
Jenembal: you have had it hard
Jenembal: but its really not that hard
dethluscifer532: i have to do thing s for my self with out the help of other for a long time
dethluscifer532: oh yes it is hard
dethluscifer532: u just dont see it
dethluscifer532: cuz i play it off like its all good
Jenembal: i told you you could live with me for a month, not pay rent, get a job, then pay rent and go on from there
dethluscifer532: but its not
Jenembal: but you didnt want to
Jenembal: instead you live with foo
dethluscifer532: I DONT HAVE NOTHING!!!!!!!!!
dethluscifer532: AND ALL OF U GUYS HAVE SOMETHING
Jenembal: whats so hard about getting something
dethluscifer532: CHECH THIS
Jenembal: go get your ID, get a job, move out with somefriends you trust
dethluscifer532: uve had it made since uve lived with ur partents since u were 18
Jenembal: when i live wiht my parents, that was months ago, that has nothing to do with now
dethluscifer532: everything given to you or practically handed to you
dethluscifer532: i havent had that
dethluscifer532: just listen
dethluscifer532: u have too live in my shoes to see what im goin thru
dethluscifer532: i have my friends( you guys) and i love you guys but right now in my life i have to move u a step down in my priority list because i need to buckle down and get shit straight
Jenembal: friends are there to help
dethluscifer532: once i do that i can be able to move u guys back up on the list cuz ill be able to multitask and work, hang out, and whatever else i need to do
Jenembal: and friends arent a priotity
dethluscifer532: i know friends are there to help but there are some things friends cant help
dethluscifer532: i gotta ?
Jenembal: shoot
dethluscifer532: y when this happens like this its all brought to me like it my responsibility to deal with it
dethluscifer532: cuz it sh=ure in hell is not my fault
Jenembal: how is it not your fault?
dethluscifer532: thas all i wanna no
Jenembal: you ditched us
Jenembal: we didnt leave you
dethluscifer532: thats the way it always is
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: i didnt leave u guys either
Jenembal: you did
dethluscifer532: no i ducking didnt
Jenembal: we are a staright line and you were part of that but you curved off and we are still going straight
dethluscifer532: U GUYS NEVER EVER CALL ME
dethluscifer532: u guys are never around
Jenembal: i already explained to you why we dont call you
Jenembal: we dont watn foo around
Jenembal: we want YOU
dethluscifer532: and it seem like when i try to get a hold of u guys ur never fucking around to hang out wiht
dethluscifer532: so ther fore im not in this all by my self
dethluscifer532: youg guys need to realak and think about it to
dethluscifer532: relax*
dethluscifer532: cuz its not all on me
dethluscifer532: thius right here is a 50/50 thng
Jenembal: we didnt do shit jon
Jenembal: nothing is on us
Jenembal: nothing
Jenembal: you ditched us, so why should we try to get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: see
Jenembal: we are doing the same shit we have been doing
Jenembal: you left it
Jenembal: not us
Jenembal: you
dethluscifer532: dethluscifer532 (3:20:00 AM): and it seem like when i try to get a hold of u guys ur never fucking around to hang out wiht
Jenembal: you dont try hard enough
dethluscifer532: YES i did
Jenembal: if you wanna hang out, then do it
dethluscifer532: so calling everone like 4-5 times
dethluscifer532: is enuff
dethluscifer532: and tring to get a hold of u guys all the time isnt enuff
Jenembal: you dont understand
Jenembal: The crew = NO PHONES
Jenembal: we never call eachother
Jenembal: we just meet up
Jenembal: an dyou used to do the same thing
Jenembal: you know how to do it
Jenembal: you just dont because foo doesnt want to
dethluscifer532: where the fuck is that
Jenembal: ???
dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: ???
dethluscifer532: ???
Jenembal: what did you mean by where the fuck is it
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: we just meet up
dethluscifer532: dethluscifer532: where the fuck is that
Jenembal: jon, when you hung out with us
Jenembal: we never made plans
Jenembal: we just met up
Jenembal: somehow someway
dethluscifer532: but now its differnet i try to get a hold of u guys
dethluscifer532: where do u guys just meet up
Jenembal: most of the time now we are at my house playing halo 2
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: do u still want me to come down tommorrow
Jenembal: ofcourse
dethluscifer532: and i dont give a fuck what u say
Jenembal: give yourself a fresh start to start hanging out with us again
dethluscifer532: your hanging out ith us this weekend
dethluscifer532: sorta
dethluscifer532: most of it
Jenembal: friday - lan party
dethluscifer532: cuz i tell u that u are
Jenembal: saturday - papos
Jenembal: sunday - pippers
Jenembal: Halo 2 Weekend
dethluscifer532: what time r u going to papos on saterdaut
dethluscifer532: sat.
Jenembal: i dunno
dethluscifer532: actullay
dethluscifer532: how bout this
dethluscifer532: ima test u guys to see if u really want to hang out with me
dethluscifer532: ill be at the lan party on fri
dethluscifer532: w/o foo
dethluscifer532: and on sat and sun get ahold of me and ill meet ya wherever
dethluscifer532: but just watch no one is gonna get ahold of me like usual
Jenembal: because we dont want to call foo
dethluscifer532: then thats not my fault
dethluscifer532: thats theproblem
dethluscifer532: thats the whole reason behind the convo
dethluscifer532: thanx
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: because we dont want to call foo
dethluscifer532: thats the reason behind this all
dethluscifer532: alls u guys have to do is call and ask for me
dethluscifer532: boittem line
dethluscifer532: thats all
dethluscifer532: simple as done
dethluscifer532: ex.
Jenembal: i dont even have a phone to call you with
dethluscifer532: jeremey has called the phone to chill
dethluscifer532: and corey
dethluscifer532: u can find one
dethluscifer532: u can walk to price chopper if u have to
dethluscifer532: u always have money
dethluscifer532: u can ask matt
dethluscifer532: nvm
dethluscifer532: he turned t off
Jenembal: i never have money
Jenembal: im broke all the time now
dethluscifer532: .25 cents
Jenembal: dont even have that
Jenembal: i have no 1 dollar
Jenembal: not*
dethluscifer532: so your telling me u cant get .25
Jenembal: and why all the suddon do i have to call you
Jenembal: i never used to have to call you
dethluscifer532: cuz i was at the mall all the time
dethluscifer532: thats y
dethluscifer532: once again proving that the mall is a place where peolpe find people
Jenembal: so why can tyou go to the mall to find us
dethluscifer532: the mall is ass
Jenembal: 9:30 come to the mall see where we are going
dethluscifer532: i got bored of the mall
Jenembal: and follow
dethluscifer532: hey u can even call me from the mall
Jenembal: WHY CALL YOU!?!?!
Jenembal: just come to us
Jenembal: like i said
Jenembal: everyday atleast me or corey are working
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: jon, when you hung out with us
Jenembal: we never made plans
Jenembal: we just met up
Jenembal: somehow someway
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ this is why everyone needs to grow up
Jenembal: just come to the mall at closing and see where we go
dethluscifer532: making plans isnt a hard thing to do
Jenembal: your saying WE need to grow up?
dethluscifer532: all you have to do is instant message me and say hey jon were gonna do this or that\
dethluscifer532: and ill be like ok cool deegan
dethluscifer532: is there anyway i can get a ride since u dont want foo around
Jenembal: yea
Jenembal: corey or matt
dethluscifer532: and ull be like uea we wanna hang out with ya bad enuff that we will find u a ride (corey)
dethluscifer532: corey is a little bitch somethimes
dethluscifer532: not saying all the time
dethluscifer532: and matt gets rideds from foo sometimes
dethluscifer532: cuz his car is beet
Jenembal: yea fo rnow
dethluscifer532: who gave ashton and chuck rids
dethluscifer532: ohg wait
dethluscifer532: who gave u a ride home to grab clothes and your shit and get a hair cut when we where all chillin at jeremeys a while back
dethluscifer532: that was foo
dethluscifer532: see this is what u dont understand
dethluscifer532: hes not what everyone says he is
dethluscifer532: and i can honestly say that
dethluscifer532: cuz i have been hangin out with him for a while
Jenembal: yea, he did me a few favors
dethluscifer532: and the shit people say anout him isnt tru
Jenembal: i appreciate it
dethluscifer532: he is willing to do favors for anyone
dethluscifer532: if they need it
dethluscifer532: but NO ONE ever calls
dethluscifer532: you just need to under stand
dethluscifer532: theres no problem with him
Jenembal: but there is sometimes
dethluscifer532: like how
dethluscifer532: and dont even say with jerermeys bull
Jenembal: Chuck tells me about how they would come up with plans and foo would just be like no
Jenembal: and it would be his way
dethluscifer532: cuz u wanna no some thing
dethluscifer532: practically everyone one from the crew smoked out of it
Jenembal: and we all told jeremy also
dethluscifer532: we told chuck to call us so many times and he didnt
dethluscifer532: we told ashtons to call o his b-day
dethluscifer532: he didnt
dethluscifer532: and we looked for him all night
dethluscifer532: the we went to bordons
Jenembal: because they were too busy chillin with there friends to find someone that ditched them
dethluscifer532: and he was there
Jenembal: thats why we dont call you
dethluscifer532: i gave mat tthe nuber to chill
dethluscifer532: never called
dethluscifer532: andt
dethluscifer532: that the night i wasnt there
dethluscifer532: at your house
dethluscifer532: like last weekend
dethluscifer532: niether was chuck and ashton
dethluscifer532: correction just chuck
dethluscifer532: we tryed to get a hold of every one
Jenembal: im not mad at chuck and ashton for not hanging out because they dont have ways to get here
dethluscifer532: cand matt said that he would call me and never did
dethluscifer532: no on ever calls me
dethluscifer532: like im not there
dethluscifer532: im always will to hang out
dethluscifer532: chuxk did
dethluscifer532: i did
dethluscifer532: shayna even did
dethluscifer532: so did matt
dethluscifer532: but ithink of it like this
dethluscifer532: u dont even BOTHER with me any more
dethluscifer532: cuz i hang out with foo
Jenembal: because i lost my best friend
dethluscifer532: and thats fucked up
Jenembal: just like i said i would
dethluscifer532: no u didnt
dethluscifer532: u never call your best frined
dethluscifer532: and u no if i didnt have a way down i would walk
dethluscifer532: and u no that
dethluscifer532: but no one ever fucking calls me
dethluscifer532: to let me no anything
dethluscifer532: if u think you lost your frined then so be it
dethluscifer532: thats your chioce
dethluscifer532: and im not going to talk u out of if cuz that your choice
dethluscifer532: cuz remember im shady and im different
Jenembal: jon what i dont understand is if i never had to call you to tell you whats going on why do i now?
dethluscifer532: telll me if im rong
Jenembal: and i already told you, i never heard anyone call you shady
dethluscifer532: because i dont go to the mall
dethluscifer532: papo told me
dethluscifer532: that all u guys said that i was shady
Jenembal: i was there when we told papo
Jenembal: we said you changed and that you became foos bitch
Jenembal: that was our words
dethluscifer532: foos bitch
dethluscifer532: fuck that
dethluscifer532: if u think that
dethluscifer532: then theres something
dethluscifer532: wrong
dethluscifer532: how can u even say that
dethluscifer532: and im saying
dethluscifer532: YOU
Jenembal: then theres alot wrong
dethluscifer532: how the fuck r u going to say that
Jenembal: because everyone thinks it
dethluscifer532: you no what
dethluscifer532: then there not my friends if there going to say something like that
dethluscifer532: cuz all of u guys know
dethluscifer532: that i would do anything for u guys if i could
dethluscifer532: and who was always there
dethluscifer532: to talk to
Jenembal: go back to the old jon
Jenembal: there
Jenembal: do it
dethluscifer532: and all that shit
dethluscifer532: and who would set shit staight
Jenembal: the olf jon was there to talk to
dethluscifer532: and u are the only one thats nos
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: for the last
Jenembal: the day foo hung out with us i became worried i was ganna loose you
Jenembal: and i did
dethluscifer532: NO ONE EVER CALLS ME!!!!
Jenembal: because your with him
Jenembal: jon listen
dethluscifer532: it doesnt mattert
Jenembal: your not listening
Jenembal: YOU LEFT US
dethluscifer532: if i wasnt listen i would go to sleep
dethluscifer532: but right now im talking this over with u
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: belive what u wanna beilve
Jenembal: how didnt you
dethluscifer532: one more time
Jenembal: get it through your head
Jenembal: you left us
Jenembal: all of us
dethluscifer532: u guys never make an attemp to call me
Jenembal: so why should we
dethluscifer532: or get a hold of me
Jenembal: why should we try to get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: WOW
Jenembal: thats like a friend telling me he doesnt wanna be friends anymore and i call him the next day asking to be friends
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: why should we try to get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: why should we try to get ahold of you
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Jenembal: jesus
dethluscifer532: tell me
dethluscifer532: why should u guys try to get a hld of me
Jenembal: LOOK
Jenembal: Jenembal: thats like a friend telling me he doesnt wanna be friends anymore and i call him the next day asking to be friends
Jenembal: YOU LEFT US
Jenembal: GOD DAMNIT
dethluscifer532: if im supposed to be a friend to you guys. and u guys wanna hang out wiht me. why wouldnt u call foos phone and just ask for me
dethluscifer532: i never know where u guys are anymore cuz no one tells me
Jenembal: your not fucking reading
Jenembal: stop typing and read
dethluscifer532: ive read all that shit
Jenembal: that explains why we dont get ahold of you
dethluscifer532: but u know it really makes no sense with the point your trying to push in my face
Jenembal: you left us jon
Jenembal: it makes perfect sense
dethluscifer532: you put me aside
dethluscifer532: cuz u dnot wanna call me
Jenembal: chuck is right next to me and he agrees
dethluscifer532: or should i say foos phone
Jenembal: i put you aside because you put me aside
dethluscifer532: i dont care im talking to u
Jenembal: simple as that
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: u just work all the time
dethluscifer532: and i never see u
dethluscifer532: i talk about u all the time
dethluscifer532: u no
dethluscifer532: but this crazy tyhing we call life makes it seem like none of my frinds give a fuck anymore
dethluscifer532: chuck dont i talk about him all the time saying i wanna hang out
Jenembal: jon if you wanna hang out then just do itdethluscifer532: remeber when me u and foo where at shay nas what did i try to do all night
Jenembal: we shouldnt have to call you
dethluscifer532: chuck didnt we try to get ahold of everyone until we finally got a hold of rochelle and she told us that everyone was at deegans and passed out
Jenembal: on holloween
Jenembal: ?
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: a couple days ogo
Jenembal: oh your talking to chuck
dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: when they all left you on halloween who was there to hang out with u
dethluscifer532: i was
dethluscifer532: and chuck knows what im talking about
dethluscifer532: cuz i tryed to get a hold of someone at your house
dethluscifer532: the other day
dethluscifer532: when matt and rochelle broke up
dethluscifer532: i could nt get a hold af any one
dethluscifer532: deegan i go out of my way to make people happy and all they do i s put shit on me
dethluscifer532: and u no this
dethluscifer532: cuz u have seen it happen before and
dethluscifer532: before that
dethluscifer532: and so on
dethluscifer532: so rtell me im wrong
Jenembal: i have
Jenembal: but i never shit on you
dethluscifer532: dethluscifer532: deegan
dethluscifer532: when they all left you on halloween who was there to hang out with u
dethluscifer532: i was
dethluscifer532: and chuck knows what im talking about
dethluscifer532: cuz i tryed to get a hold of someone at your house
dethluscifer532: the other day
dethluscifer532: when matt and rochelle broke up
dethluscifer532: i could nt get a hold af any one
dethluscifer532: deegan i go out of my way to make people happy and all they do i s put shit on me
dethluscifer532: and u no this
dethluscifer532: cuz u have seen it happen before and
dethluscifer532: before that
dethluscifer532: and so on
dethluscifer532: so rtell me im wrong
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Jenembal: so why did you leave me
dethluscifer532:
how did i leave u
Jenembal: you used to be at my place everyday
Jenembal: untill foo came back
dethluscifer532: yeah
dethluscifer532: till i got my place
dethluscifer532: and i got evicted
dethluscifer532: then i was at ashton
dethluscifer532: ok
dethluscifer532: i gotta a ?
dethluscifer532: what do i have
Jenembal: you lived with ashton, but you chilled with foo
dethluscifer532: what do i have to look foward to
dethluscifer532: no
dethluscifer532: i chillied with ashtona nd chukc and foo
dethluscifer532: deegan i dont wanna lose our friend ship
Jenembal: how bout this
Jenembal: stop
Jenembal: shh
dethluscifer532: i dont wanna lose any of our frinedships
dethluscifer532: ghold on
dethluscifer532: b4 i 4get
Jenembal: come to the lan party tomorrow, chill with us
Jenembal: remember the old days
dethluscifer532: u guys are like family to me
dethluscifer532: yeah
Jenembal: while you are with us, think about the old days
dethluscifer532: i do
dethluscifer532: all the time
Jenembal: and think about what is better, what was more fun
dethluscifer532: what r u trying to get at
dethluscifer532: life moves on
dethluscifer532: things change
dethluscifer532: pople change
dethluscifer532: but i didnt
Jenembal: you did
dethluscifer532: if u were to hang out wth me you would understamnd
Jenembal: someone changed jon
Jenembal: i didnt
dethluscifer532: u would understand
dethluscifer532: if u hung out with me
dethluscifer532: alls im asking for is for a simple fucking phone call
dethluscifer532: qoute from my dad
dethluscifer532: dont get me wrong on this i love you guys
dethluscifer532: and thats not going to change
dethluscifer532: but u also have to understand
Jenembal: understand what
Jenembal: what is there to understand that your not with us anymore
dethluscifer532: ppl grow up
Jenembal: the only thing that we understand is that you left us
dethluscifer532: no i didnt
dethluscifer532: u have to understand
dethluscifer532: i would hang out with u guys if u guys called me once in a while u to chuck
dethluscifer532: u have the number
dethluscifer532: chuck u called the other day
dethluscifer532: and asked for a power cord
dethluscifer532: and u were all like hey guys tomorrow were gonna hang out
dethluscifer532: and what did i say
dethluscifer532: gimme a call when u wake up
dethluscifer532: u know u had the number
dethluscifer532: but u dudnt call
Jenembal: chucks playing halo
dethluscifer532: and dont say its cuz u dont like foo
dethluscifer532: well show him this
Jenembal: he said he slept all day
Jenembal: till like 7 in the afternoon
dethluscifer532: still there was the night
dethluscifer532: and im up all night
dethluscifer532: till like 3-4-5 in the mornig
dethluscifer532: i never sleep
dethluscifer532: u can call any time of the day
dethluscifer532: and say come down
dethluscifer532: thas all u have to say
dethluscifer532: come down were here and so and so
Jenembal: well im saying this
Jenembal: come to the lan tomorrow, chill with us all night, then saturday, chill with us all day, then sunday, chill with us all day
Jenembal: thats all you gatta do
dethluscifer532: what does that solve
dethluscifer532: im trying to solve this now
dethluscifer532: cuz u no what i no this is going to happen again ppl r going to think i ditched them for other shit
dethluscifer532: so i wanna solve this now!
dethluscifer532: tell me what i have to do and ill tell u what u have to do
dethluscifer532: : come to the lan tomorrow, chill with us all night, then saturday, chill with us all day, then sunday, chill with us all day
dethluscifer532: besides that
Jenembal: just be there
dethluscifer532: \ll
Jenembal: we shouldnt have to call you
dethluscifer532: just call me
dethluscifer532: yt not
dethluscifer532: y hte fuck not
Jenembal: we never call anyone
dethluscifer532: im never around
dethluscifer532: to tell me
Jenembal: at closing time we meet up at the mall and go somewhere
dethluscifer532: i call matt tall the time and we talk and we hang out
dethluscifer532: thats how it works
dethluscifer532: Jenembal: at closing time we meet up at the mall and go somewhere
dethluscifer532: thats all u have to say if im online
dethluscifer532: or what ever
Jenembal: im not online
dethluscifer532: or tell corey to call
dethluscifer532: cuz he has the numbe in his CELL PHONE
dethluscifer532: your job has a phone
dethluscifer532: te mall has a phone
dethluscifer532: 18007498519
dethluscifer532: simple
dethluscifer532: or whatever
Jenembal: what is the big deal about calling you
dethluscifer532: theres aways a way to get a hold of me
dethluscifer532: i call u guys all the time
dethluscifer532: i try my best to get a hold of some one
dethluscifer532: but it always fails
dethluscifer532: i dont go to the mall
dethluscifer532: any more
dethluscifer532: i gtg
dethluscifer532: ok
Jenembal: ok
dethluscifer532: just do me a favor
dethluscifer532: and listen to what i said
dethluscifer532: and call me i try to call u
Jenembal: we will talk about it more tomorrow
dethluscifer532: i try to see if your on line and all that shit
dethluscifer532: fine
dethluscifer532: peace homie
Jenembal: peace
dethluscifer532: i still love and i no your just looking out
dethluscifer532: and you r still my best friend i hope u no that
Jenembal: im just trying to give my deegan advice
dethluscifer532: cuz if this was anyone else i would just be fuck u
dethluscifer532: leaev me alone
dethluscifer532: peace
dethluscifer532: ill see u tomorrow
Jenembal: peace dude, ill ttyl
dethluscifer532: yeah
dethluscifer532: ill be there
dethluscifer532: ok
Jenembal: ok
dethluscifer532: r u working tomorrow
Jenembal: 12-8
Jenembal: then going to the cafe
dethluscifer532: ill stop in
Jenembal: come at 8
dethluscifer532: ok
Jenembal: ill have kenny give you a ride to the cafe
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