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Hey Sam if you read this this poems sorta about the girl we talked about at the airport, im so confused and strained right now, so yeah whatever
There is a girl i know
who rarely knows me
I love her smile
her eyes are all i see
I wonder if she thinks
all this world refrians
Is love in pain
and hurt in rains
but what you dont understand
is that you cant see
the faces the faces
look nothing like me
this is for you
the one i adore
the ways you see
the way i was before
this life changed me
and your word hurt me
I hid in my corner
fighting the fears
crying my tears
Running and running
forever from you
and old peom thats shows how i feel right now
What was life but loves gentle yearning
The tale told through such quiet burning
Bleeding hearts through life’s last breath
Silent knowledge learned through death.
The eyes so lurid and so sweet
Slit my throat at out first meet
The power, courage, and passion we shared
I would give it up if you only cared
This light I see shone but ever true
Your soul burned bright, a hellish hue
Your mind searched, looking ever farther
Looking for ways make me a martyr
Those words said sweetly from your lips
Received so sharply as though they were hissed
Mine eyes that look to your heart
Know forever were meant apart
Twas the long night before
That you sent me from you door
Walking down this desert path
Feeling the pain from your wrath
But the end is not near, I do not jest
For healing now these wounds on my chest
Broken hearts repairing, love anew
Life ends sweet, like morning dew
Fire gets brighter, the light ends at last
This love that came, to the mold we will cast
Together never in this life we call lust
Together to forever love and or bust
The pain I see will never end
All I feel is my heart mend
You push me from you, my lungs burst
I look to your eyes and cry “Death First”
As my head hits the pillow
I dream of sleepless nights
When all the world is ending
and all i hear is fights
I Cry my tears
and shut my eyes
But all i see is pain
The morning dew
and rushings few
The death and the rain
I shut my ears to the sound
of the talking voices
And run my head into the wall
When wrong are my choices
All i see
is the blood from me
and hurt in my wake
I stop the day
and run away
from the lives I take
I hurtle down
with out a sound
As my life is torn in two
I hide my face
and the race
to keep me from you
Why does love
feel like pain
And all i do is shout
Her eyes so red
and lips so dead
Is this all its about?
I hudle in my little corner
hoping to be seen
But all i get
is pain and regret
of all the ones so mean
Turning the corner
I look to see
the hate and the pain
chasing me
running away i feel them close
killing and wounding
bleeding and blinding
Stoping i take the dose
of my pill stoping voices
Stoping thought ending life
Why do i trust
When all i get is lies
pain ended with a knife thrust
all she does is cries
Why do i love
When all i feel is pain
down falls the dove
like killing rain
The moon is high
sky so bright
time is right
the bells will chime
Hells bells make their sound
Hells bells kill their child
Hells Bells change the round
Hells bells lowly and mild
There is a girl i know
who rarely knows me
I love her smile
her eyes are all i see
I wonder if she thinks
all this world refrians
Is love in pain
and hurt in rains
but what you dont understand
is that you cant see
the faces the faces
look nothing like me
this is for you
the one i adore
the ways you see
the way i was before
this life changed me
and your word hurt me
I hid in my corner
fighting the fears
crying my tears
Running and running
forever from you
and old peom thats shows how i feel right now
What was life but loves gentle yearning
The tale told through such quiet burning
Bleeding hearts through life’s last breath
Silent knowledge learned through death.
The eyes so lurid and so sweet
Slit my throat at out first meet
The power, courage, and passion we shared
I would give it up if you only cared
This light I see shone but ever true
Your soul burned bright, a hellish hue
Your mind searched, looking ever farther
Looking for ways make me a martyr
Those words said sweetly from your lips
Received so sharply as though they were hissed
Mine eyes that look to your heart
Know forever were meant apart
Twas the long night before
That you sent me from you door
Walking down this desert path
Feeling the pain from your wrath
But the end is not near, I do not jest
For healing now these wounds on my chest
Broken hearts repairing, love anew
Life ends sweet, like morning dew
Fire gets brighter, the light ends at last
This love that came, to the mold we will cast
Together never in this life we call lust
Together to forever love and or bust
The pain I see will never end
All I feel is my heart mend
You push me from you, my lungs burst
I look to your eyes and cry “Death First”
As my head hits the pillow
I dream of sleepless nights
When all the world is ending
and all i hear is fights
I Cry my tears
and shut my eyes
But all i see is pain
The morning dew
and rushings few
The death and the rain
I shut my ears to the sound
of the talking voices
And run my head into the wall
When wrong are my choices
All i see
is the blood from me
and hurt in my wake
I stop the day
and run away
from the lives I take
I hurtle down
with out a sound
As my life is torn in two
I hide my face
and the race
to keep me from you
Why does love
feel like pain
And all i do is shout
Her eyes so red
and lips so dead
Is this all its about?
I hudle in my little corner
hoping to be seen
But all i get
is pain and regret
of all the ones so mean
Turning the corner
I look to see
the hate and the pain
chasing me
running away i feel them close
killing and wounding
bleeding and blinding
Stoping i take the dose
of my pill stoping voices
Stoping thought ending life
Why do i trust
When all i get is lies
pain ended with a knife thrust
all she does is cries
Why do i love
When all i feel is pain
down falls the dove
like killing rain
The moon is high
sky so bright
time is right
the bells will chime
Hells bells make their sound
Hells bells kill their child
Hells Bells change the round
Hells bells lowly and mild