&I'm sorry
Im tired of crying, Im tired of being used, Im tired of waiting around, Im tired of waking up in the morning with no porpose or life goals,
Im tired of doing everything alone, Im tired of not knowing who my real friends are, Im tired of hiding most of my life from everyone I know, Im tired of having to put on make up every day, Im tired of lieing to myself, Im tired of not knowing what's going on, Im tired of not caring,
Im tired of being unhappy, Im tired of feeling sorry for myself, Im tired of this computer, I'm tired of my bed, I'm tired of wanting things soo much, I'm tired of being let down, I'm tired of being lied to, I'm tired of being ashamed of myself, I'm tired of not really knowing what love is, I'm tired of the weather, I'm tired of complaining soo goddamn much, m tired of getting drunk, I'm tired of the secrets I've kept, I'm tired of fake smiling, I'm tired of bus rides, I'm tired of long drives, I'm tired of all my music, I'm tired of breathing.
This was me
I wasn't happy then, im still not
...and I dont know what to do anymore
Im tired of doing everything alone, Im tired of not knowing who my real friends are, Im tired of hiding most of my life from everyone I know, Im tired of having to put on make up every day, Im tired of lieing to myself, Im tired of not knowing what's going on, Im tired of not caring,
Im tired of being unhappy, Im tired of feeling sorry for myself, Im tired of this computer, I'm tired of my bed, I'm tired of wanting things soo much, I'm tired of being let down, I'm tired of being lied to, I'm tired of being ashamed of myself, I'm tired of not really knowing what love is, I'm tired of the weather, I'm tired of complaining soo goddamn much, m tired of getting drunk, I'm tired of the secrets I've kept, I'm tired of fake smiling, I'm tired of bus rides, I'm tired of long drives, I'm tired of all my music, I'm tired of breathing.
This was me
I wasn't happy then, im still not
...and I dont know what to do anymore