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So...had a funfilled weekend of Nick-De-time. We both realize that we are slowly drifting apart...I blame the long distance. In a ways I expected something to go wrong for my previous relationship (also long distance) did not work out at all.
In times where a friend comes to me and talks about problems that is so severe that they don't know what to do...I get all numb. I know from my own personal experience that in order to fix your own problems it's best to figure it out on your own. Sure people who you're close to opinion's do help occasionally...but in the end it is up to yourself. I really do wish though I could be less of a selfish person and actually open up to people when it comes to their problems. All I can really offer is what I learned throughout my life so far and nothing more really.
I guess Nick isn't a camping person ...then again Long Lake is probably one of the worse lakes I've ever been to. Hopefully if there is a next time it'll be near the river where it's cleaner and has less people. I got lots of pictures of dragonflies! That was interesting...they kept on having dragonfly orgies. I was intrigued (Imma perv)
Formated my computer with Nicks help (actually he's the one who formated for me...). It's all shiny and new in the inside...still have to activate Windows...but it's not letting me...*sigh* I'll figure it somehow...I have 30 days to do so. So far all I have on my computer is windows xp, msn messenger, my NEW and SHINY logitech keyboard driver thingy, video card driver...aaaand...currently putting WoW onto my shiny formated compy. I feel weird...never formated a computer before...whee...
oh yeah Vicki...I finally got the squishy wrist support thingy I love o so much!!!! I R HAPPY!!! Bestest ever! My squishy frog is nice but kept falling down...shiny keyboard + squishy wrist support=happy me!
Went to see System of a Down June 25th night...it was Nick's first heavy rock concert I think...my second. Still the same amount of booze/cigarettes/marijuana as ever...this one girl though (I should say woman...) was pissed out of her mind I'm sure of it cause she kept punching Nick on his arm and pushing him...so I switched spots with him (he went on the other side of me so I was next to her) and she did the same to me. I told her to stop it and then she got really really pissed off. Kept yelling right in my face (her nose was squished up against my cheek) "f off you f'ing skank, you have no f'ing blah blah blah something with a lot of f words...blah blah"....I told her "I'm here for the concert not you!" Then she got so close with her face and her screaming at me I had to push her face away from mine...(of course I'm seething in the inside at this point but I wanted to desperately try to enjoy the concert...) then she kept waving her arms in front of my face...with a cigarette in hand...I was so worried that it would eventually burn me or something.
Then all of a sudden she said "Sorry babe, I never meant to act like that" or to that extent and then kissed me on the cheek and rubbed my head...
UUUUUGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! I hate drunk people...especially women!!!!!! RAWR!
On a good note I'm losing weight...well more of "toning up" I started off the summer with 125 lbs ...now I'm between 115 and 118...I was told that I have toned up from a month ago...that's a good thing right?
Three night shifts coming up...aaaah. Life is good so far :)
In times where a friend comes to me and talks about problems that is so severe that they don't know what to do...I get all numb. I know from my own personal experience that in order to fix your own problems it's best to figure it out on your own. Sure people who you're close to opinion's do help occasionally...but in the end it is up to yourself. I really do wish though I could be less of a selfish person and actually open up to people when it comes to their problems. All I can really offer is what I learned throughout my life so far and nothing more really.
I guess Nick isn't a camping person ...then again Long Lake is probably one of the worse lakes I've ever been to. Hopefully if there is a next time it'll be near the river where it's cleaner and has less people. I got lots of pictures of dragonflies! That was interesting...they kept on having dragonfly orgies. I was intrigued (Imma perv)
Formated my computer with Nicks help (actually he's the one who formated for me...). It's all shiny and new in the inside...still have to activate Windows...but it's not letting me...*sigh* I'll figure it somehow...I have 30 days to do so. So far all I have on my computer is windows xp, msn messenger, my NEW and SHINY logitech keyboard driver thingy, video card driver...aaaand...currently putting WoW onto my shiny formated compy. I feel weird...never formated a computer before...whee...
oh yeah Vicki...I finally got the squishy wrist support thingy I love o so much!!!! I R HAPPY!!! Bestest ever! My squishy frog is nice but kept falling down...shiny keyboard + squishy wrist support=happy me!
Went to see System of a Down June 25th night...it was Nick's first heavy rock concert I think...my second. Still the same amount of booze/cigarettes/marijuana as ever...this one girl though (I should say woman...) was pissed out of her mind I'm sure of it cause she kept punching Nick on his arm and pushing him...so I switched spots with him (he went on the other side of me so I was next to her) and she did the same to me. I told her to stop it and then she got really really pissed off. Kept yelling right in my face (her nose was squished up against my cheek) "f off you f'ing skank, you have no f'ing blah blah blah something with a lot of f words...blah blah"....I told her "I'm here for the concert not you!" Then she got so close with her face and her screaming at me I had to push her face away from mine...(of course I'm seething in the inside at this point but I wanted to desperately try to enjoy the concert...) then she kept waving her arms in front of my face...with a cigarette in hand...I was so worried that it would eventually burn me or something.
Then all of a sudden she said "Sorry babe, I never meant to act like that" or to that extent and then kissed me on the cheek and rubbed my head...
UUUUUGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH! I hate drunk people...especially women!!!!!! RAWR!
On a good note I'm losing weight...well more of "toning up" I started off the summer with 125 lbs ...now I'm between 115 and 118...I was told that I have toned up from a month ago...that's a good thing right?
Three night shifts coming up...aaaah. Life is good so far :)