some shit never changes
i randomly stumbled back here and started reading past posts some good some bad some that reminded me of who i used to be.sometimes i think im still that person just covered in layers of stupidity.well lets update, im divorced, been that way for awhile.i dont think im meant to be with anyone i can only be friends anything more ruins things.my daughter is five and my greatest achievement i think there are moments where i lose sight of that but i quickly smacked the shit out of myself for that. thinking of where im at is mind boggling. im at the end of the culinary school program i attended in austin tx, i escaped georgia 9 months ago.the crazy part is i got accepted into the culinary externship program at disney world,im currently here cooking at one of the resorts trying my best to use the skills ive learned, its been 3 weeks with ups and most recently downs but its helped realize what i actually want out of this and that im a leper to the fairer sex.im sure all my exs agree i should die alone.lol only someone like me can be miserable at the happiest place on earth.dont know if ill continue writting in this its a quite a trek back to someone i used to be.well tomorrows a new day