i am trash
why is it when things start to look bright suddenly black clouds form and everything dies.i had a promising position at my job where it would mean money and prestige and i throw it away as usual because i do turns to fukall eventually, so i fuk it up and now i wont get the position and im stuck being lowest paid fucker in my dept even though i do twice what ppl who make twice do..but i am the reason of my failures so theres no use denying i am trash.i cant even hold a relationship, i hate myself, you should too