soo alone
im soo fucking desperate for a social life.i dont care with who just please get e the fuck outta here.i have a job interview on monday i really need that job and will give sexual favors to get it if i have to.if i didnt have tthe internet or a phone i mightve done something drastic.im bottled like cheap soda ready to explode, but enough about my sexual frustrations lets move on to something more tangible,eh?indeed my mental stability is shakey at time but i like to think i have some control.i need to write, i need to imagine, i need to find release.hehehe i need something.where is this neurotic rant leading i have no idea but thats all the fun nespa? i found a really good theme to listen to,you should check it out i have it on my xanga site http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=deth4lyfe
it just flows through me,really good stuff cant go into detail of course that wolud be rude.but if you ask ill always give an honest answer hehehe :) i miss my highschool friends, hearing abou their advances in life always leave a bittersweet taste in my mouth due to the fact i dont feel ive done anything since i left.but i will change that,if i have to kill myself to get this movie then so be it.hopefully such drastic measures wont be taken.im leaning toward a social satire with some drama and comedic elements.i only hope i can pull it off in a convining manner.but i am cofident in my abilities and im sure il progress.just need all the help i can get.
it just flows through me,really good stuff cant go into detail of course that wolud be rude.but if you ask ill always give an honest answer hehehe :) i miss my highschool friends, hearing abou their advances in life always leave a bittersweet taste in my mouth due to the fact i dont feel ive done anything since i left.but i will change that,if i have to kill myself to get this movie then so be it.hopefully such drastic measures wont be taken.im leaning toward a social satire with some drama and comedic elements.i only hope i can pull it off in a convining manner.but i am cofident in my abilities and im sure il progress.just need all the help i can get.