fuck you in your ass live journal.
ok it just fucked my post.anyway in the short version i am going to finish an old story even if it kills me,because i watched a movie and it helped me realize what i want,for the moment.ok heres the story to date.
It was dark outside like most nights are. Quiet neighborhood for the most part. Just old people and families with 5 yrs olds who pass out at 8:30 and their parents as well from exhaustion because caring for them was so strenuous. So none really heard Sara’s screams around ten pm long after everyone nearby was asleep. They didn’t find her body until the dogs in the area wouldn’t stop barking from the stench of her body. The police had no evidence and the case went unsolved. Since she had no family the house was bought by the bank, refurnished, and sold to a young couple from Maine...
Jenny was your average American girl, normal childhood, adequate job, loving family. But underneath it all there was something not right about her, she wasn’t sure what it was but she knew it was there; it had always been there. Of course she figured it was normal had no real indication of its importance. She moved into the house a month ago with her husband, Seth. They liked the neighborhood and wanted to settle into a "quiet" place. Here she would have time to work on her projects in peace while her husband could begin writing his book. She still wasn’t used to the marriage idea, sure she had been living with Seth for the past 3 years but it was only a relationship then .now its a commitment and she just need time to adjust to her new skin. She knew she loved Seth but being with him till death do them part made her uneasy. Seth was the first person that lasted longer than any of her previous boyfriends. But no matter she was going to make this work. It was Seth's idea to leave their home and move here and being away from her family has become difficult she still believes its better this way...
SETH
His breathing got heavier with each turn of the page, his thoughts more diverse. More and more his movement got faster. He was about to explode when his secretary knocked on his door, startled he tried to cover up his action but his secretary already knew, Seth was a crossword junkie no matter how hard he tried to forget them they always snuck into his life like a recurring rash. An itch he had to scratch. But this was the way his life was: rather dull, but he didn’t think it was entirely bad. After all he’s married to a loving wife and has a good job working for a publishing company. He was in fact trying to write a book about unique puzzles from the past to present. Ever since he was a child he loved puzzles, he prided himself on the notion that he could solve any puzzle. True to his word every puzzle he’s come across he’s solved. The important puzzle he had right now was his wife. He owes jenny for letting him drag so far away from the world they were used to. And he is going to find away to make her forget that life and be happy with her new one that is the hard part. He thought after he should take her to fancy dinner and show her the peculiar stuff their new home had to offer. He knew he had to be careful as he was always, they wouldn’t lock him up again. No not in this lifetime, he was free and he’s going to do things right this time around. He tapped his pencil against the desk. "What’s a five letter word for an end?” he looked at the crossword and wrote the answer: death
The sweat poured off jenny's body as she rolled off her husband, their nightly ritual complete. As her breathing slowed she tried to forget what had scared her so badly the afternoon that day. If she told Seth, he’d think she was crazy. Was she? At this point anything was possible. All jenny knew was that she believed that what she saw was real. She had been cleaning when it happened. Their house was arranged in a odd way, doors would lead to stairs to more doors and stairs, quite easily you could get lost if you didn’t know the patterns the stairs had. On the bottom of each was a symbol and if you followed the stairs correctly you would reach a door that had the same marking. In the daylight it wasn’t hard to figure out where the doors led because of the windows at the top of each door. She had wondered why anyone would construct a house filled with meaningless obstacles, furthermore why would her husband insist on living in this house. Sometimes she felt like her husband was a complete stranger. As she prepared her decent through on of the stair mazes she saw a shadow at the top of one of the stairs. As she got closer the shadow became more visible, she knew it wasn’t her husband who at the time was at a luncheon with some clients. She called out to the shadow but no sound came from her lips, frantically she tried to scream but again silence. Her body tensed and she felt like she was being pulled toward the silhouette, the harder she struggled the more rigid she got. She looked up and really saw what was there, like a blanket the fear covered her head to toe, her skin turned pale, her eyes widened, as far they could, she no longer struggled and if the force wasn’t holding her up she would’ve collapsed. What she saw was too much for her to bear and she passed out. She awoke in the living room laid out on the couch. She thought it was a dream but saw the cuts her fingernails made as they dug into her palm. She then cried herself to sleep and woke up just in time to greet her husband home from work. She tried to remember what she saw but her body would start to shake and only stop when she thought of something else. Now she lies next to her husband praying tomorrow will be a better day
"Oh my gawd you’re bleeding!" Julia screamed at her boyfriend as he hoped out of her truck. "Relax, babe ill be fine”. He looked around and noticed she had stopped in some old neighborhood. Every house looked abandoned except for one straight across that had its porch lights on. "Hey lets go to that house and get that cut checked on.” Julia started walking to the house. (She’s the reason I got this damn cut) Jake thought to himself. They had been going to her sister’s house for some gathering and like usual they argued over something stupid, and he went to move his hand and went thru the windshield and the shattered glass went into his hand. As they got closer to the house he started a get a bad feeling about the place. He didn’t know why but he continued toward the house. Julia got to the front door and used the odd shaped doorknocker. Soon they heard footsteps coming towards the door, the doorknob turned and as it opened a huge gust of wind surged past them and swung the door open hard knocking the person who opened it down to the ground.
The door swung open so hard it knocked jenny to the floor. As she stumbled to get up the people at the door cane in and tried to help her up, she quickly backed away unsure of what just happened.” what do you want, who are you?” she blurted out as the strangers came into view.” Calm down girl, we just wanted some medical attention. You see my boyfriend cut his hand badly and we wanted to know if you had a first aid kit. We mean no harm. The young girl said as she held her boyfriends hand out to show jenny his wound. They must’ve be teenagers, jenny thought. The girl was very beautiful with her long black hair and green eyes. The guy although looked a bit rough like someone from Americas most wanted. "Oh! That does look bad. I think there’s a kit in the kitchen, wait please I’ll go check." jenny hurried to the kitchen and found the kit in a drawer next to the coffee cups. She didn’t trust them but she wanted to help them so they would leave. Seth was due back any moment from the store. She was afraid he would react badly upon finding the couple. She handed the kit to the girl who quickly opened it and started to clean his wound with some antiseptic spray. " Ouch, that stings” the boy cried as his girlfriend rubbed the medication over his wound.” by the way I’m Julia and this is Jake.” she looked at jenny with serene eyes, Jake just nodded. "Jen" she retorted back staring at the couple with unease. Julia finished wrapping the bandage and stood up to hand the kit back.” thank you so much, we’re from out of town and we didn’t know where else to go and I was so afraid Jake was going to bleed to death” she was shaking as jenny took hold of the kit. "What’s going on here?” startled they all looked to see Seth standing at the door holding a bag. "Umm honey these kids needed a first aid kit and they saw the light on th-"jenny stopped as she noticed something different about Seth. His eyes they changed, like if he was a different person.” so you helped them. Well that was nice of you dear. Hi, I’m Seth white and you’ve met my wife already.” he put his bag behind the couch when a loud clap of thunder banged, startling jenny even more. "Eh looks like a storms coming. You kids have shelter?” well no sir but we were heading out of town anyway” Jake said meekly.” please call me Seth, and don’t worry there’s plenty of space here you two can crash here tonight, think of it as a gesture of hospitality. We don’t have many visitors and I hope you two wouldn’t mind hanging out with a book publisher and his wife.” gosh that’s awfully kind of you but we don’t want to impose” Julia stated sticking her hands in her pockets and trying not to look awkward. "Nonsense jenny will escort you to the guest room and then we can chat more. Dear, if you would please.” he winked at her but jenny had a bad feeling about this. His eyes, she thought as she led the two up to the guest room. What was wrong with his eyes?
Seth waited for his wife and their "guests" to depart before he went to open his bag. He never went to the store instead he visited the old cemetery. There he dug up the grave of the man who built the house, in his coffin Seth found what he spent last 6 years searching for: to anyone else it was just a medallion that looked cracked but to Seth it was his entrance to becoming a god. He didn’t happen into this place as a way to relax; instead he had searched and searched for it. The medallion was created in the dark ages and is said to have been used to open gateways to other realms, and if used in the correct way it could even open a portal so large it could engulf all realms and uncreate everything. The house was built for this very purpose in its interlocking chambers and doors it can be arranged in a way where the medallion can be placed to unlock its power. The man who built the house tried to complete his task but was stopped by a servant who realized what he was doing. The servant killed the man in his sleep and then was found brutally slain in his bed. But that wasn’t going to happen to Seth. He was smarter and no one knows what’s going on. His wife is clueless and she’s only here to be a sacrifice b/c the medallion needs the blood of a loved one to work. The kids on the other hand will be a problem.dosent matter, the women who was living here before wasn’t a problem and neither would they be. He grinned as he stuffed the medallion in his pocket and headed up the corridor.
It was dark outside like most nights are. Quiet neighborhood for the most part. Just old people and families with 5 yrs olds who pass out at 8:30 and their parents as well from exhaustion because caring for them was so strenuous. So none really heard Sara’s screams around ten pm long after everyone nearby was asleep. They didn’t find her body until the dogs in the area wouldn’t stop barking from the stench of her body. The police had no evidence and the case went unsolved. Since she had no family the house was bought by the bank, refurnished, and sold to a young couple from Maine...
Jenny was your average American girl, normal childhood, adequate job, loving family. But underneath it all there was something not right about her, she wasn’t sure what it was but she knew it was there; it had always been there. Of course she figured it was normal had no real indication of its importance. She moved into the house a month ago with her husband, Seth. They liked the neighborhood and wanted to settle into a "quiet" place. Here she would have time to work on her projects in peace while her husband could begin writing his book. She still wasn’t used to the marriage idea, sure she had been living with Seth for the past 3 years but it was only a relationship then .now its a commitment and she just need time to adjust to her new skin. She knew she loved Seth but being with him till death do them part made her uneasy. Seth was the first person that lasted longer than any of her previous boyfriends. But no matter she was going to make this work. It was Seth's idea to leave their home and move here and being away from her family has become difficult she still believes its better this way...
SETH
His breathing got heavier with each turn of the page, his thoughts more diverse. More and more his movement got faster. He was about to explode when his secretary knocked on his door, startled he tried to cover up his action but his secretary already knew, Seth was a crossword junkie no matter how hard he tried to forget them they always snuck into his life like a recurring rash. An itch he had to scratch. But this was the way his life was: rather dull, but he didn’t think it was entirely bad. After all he’s married to a loving wife and has a good job working for a publishing company. He was in fact trying to write a book about unique puzzles from the past to present. Ever since he was a child he loved puzzles, he prided himself on the notion that he could solve any puzzle. True to his word every puzzle he’s come across he’s solved. The important puzzle he had right now was his wife. He owes jenny for letting him drag so far away from the world they were used to. And he is going to find away to make her forget that life and be happy with her new one that is the hard part. He thought after he should take her to fancy dinner and show her the peculiar stuff their new home had to offer. He knew he had to be careful as he was always, they wouldn’t lock him up again. No not in this lifetime, he was free and he’s going to do things right this time around. He tapped his pencil against the desk. "What’s a five letter word for an end?” he looked at the crossword and wrote the answer: death
The sweat poured off jenny's body as she rolled off her husband, their nightly ritual complete. As her breathing slowed she tried to forget what had scared her so badly the afternoon that day. If she told Seth, he’d think she was crazy. Was she? At this point anything was possible. All jenny knew was that she believed that what she saw was real. She had been cleaning when it happened. Their house was arranged in a odd way, doors would lead to stairs to more doors and stairs, quite easily you could get lost if you didn’t know the patterns the stairs had. On the bottom of each was a symbol and if you followed the stairs correctly you would reach a door that had the same marking. In the daylight it wasn’t hard to figure out where the doors led because of the windows at the top of each door. She had wondered why anyone would construct a house filled with meaningless obstacles, furthermore why would her husband insist on living in this house. Sometimes she felt like her husband was a complete stranger. As she prepared her decent through on of the stair mazes she saw a shadow at the top of one of the stairs. As she got closer the shadow became more visible, she knew it wasn’t her husband who at the time was at a luncheon with some clients. She called out to the shadow but no sound came from her lips, frantically she tried to scream but again silence. Her body tensed and she felt like she was being pulled toward the silhouette, the harder she struggled the more rigid she got. She looked up and really saw what was there, like a blanket the fear covered her head to toe, her skin turned pale, her eyes widened, as far they could, she no longer struggled and if the force wasn’t holding her up she would’ve collapsed. What she saw was too much for her to bear and she passed out. She awoke in the living room laid out on the couch. She thought it was a dream but saw the cuts her fingernails made as they dug into her palm. She then cried herself to sleep and woke up just in time to greet her husband home from work. She tried to remember what she saw but her body would start to shake and only stop when she thought of something else. Now she lies next to her husband praying tomorrow will be a better day
"Oh my gawd you’re bleeding!" Julia screamed at her boyfriend as he hoped out of her truck. "Relax, babe ill be fine”. He looked around and noticed she had stopped in some old neighborhood. Every house looked abandoned except for one straight across that had its porch lights on. "Hey lets go to that house and get that cut checked on.” Julia started walking to the house. (She’s the reason I got this damn cut) Jake thought to himself. They had been going to her sister’s house for some gathering and like usual they argued over something stupid, and he went to move his hand and went thru the windshield and the shattered glass went into his hand. As they got closer to the house he started a get a bad feeling about the place. He didn’t know why but he continued toward the house. Julia got to the front door and used the odd shaped doorknocker. Soon they heard footsteps coming towards the door, the doorknob turned and as it opened a huge gust of wind surged past them and swung the door open hard knocking the person who opened it down to the ground.
The door swung open so hard it knocked jenny to the floor. As she stumbled to get up the people at the door cane in and tried to help her up, she quickly backed away unsure of what just happened.” what do you want, who are you?” she blurted out as the strangers came into view.” Calm down girl, we just wanted some medical attention. You see my boyfriend cut his hand badly and we wanted to know if you had a first aid kit. We mean no harm. The young girl said as she held her boyfriends hand out to show jenny his wound. They must’ve be teenagers, jenny thought. The girl was very beautiful with her long black hair and green eyes. The guy although looked a bit rough like someone from Americas most wanted. "Oh! That does look bad. I think there’s a kit in the kitchen, wait please I’ll go check." jenny hurried to the kitchen and found the kit in a drawer next to the coffee cups. She didn’t trust them but she wanted to help them so they would leave. Seth was due back any moment from the store. She was afraid he would react badly upon finding the couple. She handed the kit to the girl who quickly opened it and started to clean his wound with some antiseptic spray. " Ouch, that stings” the boy cried as his girlfriend rubbed the medication over his wound.” by the way I’m Julia and this is Jake.” she looked at jenny with serene eyes, Jake just nodded. "Jen" she retorted back staring at the couple with unease. Julia finished wrapping the bandage and stood up to hand the kit back.” thank you so much, we’re from out of town and we didn’t know where else to go and I was so afraid Jake was going to bleed to death” she was shaking as jenny took hold of the kit. "What’s going on here?” startled they all looked to see Seth standing at the door holding a bag. "Umm honey these kids needed a first aid kit and they saw the light on th-"jenny stopped as she noticed something different about Seth. His eyes they changed, like if he was a different person.” so you helped them. Well that was nice of you dear. Hi, I’m Seth white and you’ve met my wife already.” he put his bag behind the couch when a loud clap of thunder banged, startling jenny even more. "Eh looks like a storms coming. You kids have shelter?” well no sir but we were heading out of town anyway” Jake said meekly.” please call me Seth, and don’t worry there’s plenty of space here you two can crash here tonight, think of it as a gesture of hospitality. We don’t have many visitors and I hope you two wouldn’t mind hanging out with a book publisher and his wife.” gosh that’s awfully kind of you but we don’t want to impose” Julia stated sticking her hands in her pockets and trying not to look awkward. "Nonsense jenny will escort you to the guest room and then we can chat more. Dear, if you would please.” he winked at her but jenny had a bad feeling about this. His eyes, she thought as she led the two up to the guest room. What was wrong with his eyes?
Seth waited for his wife and their "guests" to depart before he went to open his bag. He never went to the store instead he visited the old cemetery. There he dug up the grave of the man who built the house, in his coffin Seth found what he spent last 6 years searching for: to anyone else it was just a medallion that looked cracked but to Seth it was his entrance to becoming a god. He didn’t happen into this place as a way to relax; instead he had searched and searched for it. The medallion was created in the dark ages and is said to have been used to open gateways to other realms, and if used in the correct way it could even open a portal so large it could engulf all realms and uncreate everything. The house was built for this very purpose in its interlocking chambers and doors it can be arranged in a way where the medallion can be placed to unlock its power. The man who built the house tried to complete his task but was stopped by a servant who realized what he was doing. The servant killed the man in his sleep and then was found brutally slain in his bed. But that wasn’t going to happen to Seth. He was smarter and no one knows what’s going on. His wife is clueless and she’s only here to be a sacrifice b/c the medallion needs the blood of a loved one to work. The kids on the other hand will be a problem.dosent matter, the women who was living here before wasn’t a problem and neither would they be. He grinned as he stuffed the medallion in his pocket and headed up the corridor.