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i pack this bowl for twoooo
yea, thats stuck in my head
the sophmores are starting to get to me, always expecting rides, not asking, but expecting
and give nothing in return
i think no one should pass them the blunt then from now on!
they never buy anything
ok i know i'm talking about one person in particular but i can see the rest of them doing the same shit too
and they most likely do, steve just gets on my nerves lately
or maybe i'm lashing out on him
i dunno i'm pretty stressed about school i guess, i thought adderall would help
but theres still so much work getting assigned and it just keeps adding up
the fact that there is so much is what keeps me from doing anything i think
and too many teachers are lenient
i think my only good grade may be in enviornmental science, i dunno. or history but i do bad on tests there...
but aleast i do work?
this may sound shocking, but maybe i should stop smoking a little bit, just till i get a job or school gets better, or my tolerance goes down, ha, something?
oh well
anyway, i'm still trying to get jobs but i'm not really trying too hard
i'm not applying with marissa though because i know all that together time will drive me insane
and i'll most likely end up strangling her
i just like my alone time, thats all, just a little me time every now and then is all i ask for
my mom thinks i've been cranky and more snappy lately, i dunno
i guessi probably have been, shopping just isn't fun for me anymore i guess
i love my boobs though, they're one of my favorite things about me haha
atleast i'm proud i guess. i'm somewhat excited for homecoming atfer spending hours upon hours
looking for dresses and shoes
i still want an alone dinner despite being confused and having mixed feelings
its still always comfortable between us, no matter what