but not tonight...

[detergent]

this week has proved to be quite good concerning my art. i can't help but be excited about my scholarship and admittance of my piece into the student art show. i am only just beginning...

otherwise, i have been an emotional mess and i don't want to be. i am being a stupid girl and i don't want to be. i don't want to do this. i don't want to be this way. but what can i do?