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[det_val_lanier]

I feel like I've wasted the past ten years of my life chasing after something that would probably take me a lifetime to find if I ever did find him I wouldn't get what I want. I wouldn't get my sister back. She'll still be gone no matter what happens to that bastard. And it took me ten years to realize that.

Now I'm scared that I'm not going to be able to do what I want to do.

I can't believe I let this happen.

I can't believe I let her down.