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[det_val_lanier]

I'm a horrible person.



I broke up with Lu last night. He was extremely upset and didn't see it coming, but I don't blame him. I didn't see it coming until a few days ago

It wasn't really spur of the moment. I talked things over for hours with Caitie and my mom, it just seemed right in the end. I cared and still care about him and I probably would have married him, but my feelings for him just weren't the same as they are for Brian.

I probably made the wrong the decision and things won't work out with Brian and I'll end up alone.