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Friday night out. Saturday night in. Tonight...I think is definitely a going out night. 100 %.
I'm seriously convinced that men have been...I don't even know. I am speechless. I recall saying this over the summer..but what the hell happened to men being okay with just sex? Just hanging out, having fun, having sex..plain and simple?
I get it. Eric's a sweet guy who wants me to have something real with someone. He thinks that I'm not over Brian. Maybe I'm not. But...right now? I don't want something real and I don't want to go back to the insanity that was Brian and me.
This was not understood by Eric and now...well it seems we're just the friends without the benefits. By his choice alone. What. The. Hell.
I'm seriously convinced that men have been...I don't even know. I am speechless. I recall saying this over the summer..but what the hell happened to men being okay with just sex? Just hanging out, having fun, having sex..plain and simple?
I get it. Eric's a sweet guy who wants me to have something real with someone. He thinks that I'm not over Brian. Maybe I'm not. But...right now? I don't want something real and I don't want to go back to the insanity that was Brian and me.
This was not understood by Eric and now...well it seems we're just the friends without the benefits. By his choice alone. What. The. Hell.