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I just heard. I don't know how I feel, really. When it comes down to it...killing is wrong. Death is horrible, no matter who it is dying. McCabe is slime...but so are the other men involved...I don't know. I've never been able to be 100% with how I feel about the death penalty. Sometimes I'm against it, sometimes I'm for it. I"m not sure what it says about me or my beliefs...I felt relief when I heard the final word just now. I think...I think I'd like to know what Blueth and Tarleton felt about the DP...
And at the same time...right now...I feel...warm. Corney as it may be...because this means he's coming home. I know it's only been...a week since we've spoken...but it's been even longer since I've seen him. And...he's coming home. And he's gotten his transfer so he can come see me. I'm happy and...nervous. How is it I am nervous? I guess because this is where our normalcy begins. We were all over the place, up and down, unconfirmed, before he left. Now he's coming back and we're...real. He's my guy...he loves me...I'm nervous and I cannot wait to see him. I can't wait to wrap my arms around him and breathe him in. If the dogs let me near him when he shows up, they're gonna flip out I'm sure.