May 10, 2006 02:03
I just got off the phone with Millie. Turns out she thinks a conversation with Shore in the squad room about how Nicole was running things may be why he called her to the stand. She apologized for pushing me into meeting him. It was why I didn't tell anybody else, I didn't think they would understand. I wanted to tell her that it was all right, that I enjoyed myself. I couldn't even bring myself to tell her he wasn't a bad guy, especially because she'd never believe me now. It figures, the first good date I had in a long time, and it gets ruined. Now I don't know if he actually liked me for me, or because of who I was...I want to ask him, but I can't. I tell myself it's because I don't want to endanger the case, but the truth is, I'm scared of the answer.
millie,
trial,
alan,
mcs,
burklinn