[Adachi's talking to himself here, though he leaves pauses in between what he says, as if responding to someone else.]
Piss off, I'm not... I don't want -
...Stop it, don't you realise what I did?! Don't you understand, I would have kept on and I don't want this!
[Breathing pretty heavily by now, whatever it is, it's making him very unhappy. The
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You alright?
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Adachi, relax. Nothing's going to get to you, okay?
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Huh. You just try this. I cannot stand this.
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Adachi, whatever's going on... You should probably, you know...
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Lock it. Someone's going to figure you out if you have a nervous breakdown like this.
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...Right.
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Yeah, yeah, but funny, I wasn't thinking too clearly when any of this went up! I didn't even mean for it to show up.
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None of us do. But what's your greatest fear? I... Can't really figure it out from this.
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...No. It's stupid. What's yours?
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...I don't really get mine either. I mean. It's just... the people I've screwed over saying they forgive me. What the hell is that supposed to mean?! I don't want any of that.
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...You're afraid of forgiveness? That's... Is it because it actually makes you feel guilty about it?
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No. No, that isn't it. How can it be? If I felt guilty, I'd have stopped this long ago!
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Maybe you only feel guilt subconsciously?
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...That's such bullshit. Since when are you an expert?
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