Topic 157
What is your worst quality as a significant other?
I'm sure I have some, I think Cha-Cha could better answer this one for me. I know in the past my worse quality as any person's significant other was that I was a cheater. No matter how much the person loved me I only ended up hurting them. I had no cares for them, I was struggling with my own self. Trying to be what everyone else thought I should be. I became what everyone assumed me to be. A "player", a "lady's man", someone who just went from woman to woman without giving a shit. Inside I knew who I was, a gay man just trying to fit into a whole other world. Too worried of disappointing my mother, of the eyes others and their thoughts. Sneaking off to strip clubs to watch men strip it became habit.
Then I began wanting more, I wanted to feel like myself and so I let everyone know who I really was inside. My mom seemed to have always known, and co workers were okay with it for the most part. Then I met Cha-Cha and everything that seemed to be missing just fell into place with her. She knows of my past, and I know of hers and we are working on it together. I've never felt for anyone the way I feel for her and in my heart I know she deserves all of me.
Right now my worst quality is the nagging worry in the back of my mind that I might hurt her as much as I never wish to do so. I'm married to her and she is the only one who owns my heart and soul. She makes me a better man.
Detective Ed Green
Law and Order
284 words
I'm sure I have some, I think Cha-Cha could better answer this one for me. I know in the past my worse quality as any person's significant other was that I was a cheater. No matter how much the person loved me I only ended up hurting them. I had no cares for them, I was struggling with my own self. Trying to be what everyone else thought I should be. I became what everyone assumed me to be. A "player", a "lady's man", someone who just went from woman to woman without giving a shit. Inside I knew who I was, a gay man just trying to fit into a whole other world. Too worried of disappointing my mother, of the eyes others and their thoughts. Sneaking off to strip clubs to watch men strip it became habit.
Then I began wanting more, I wanted to feel like myself and so I let everyone know who I really was inside. My mom seemed to have always known, and co workers were okay with it for the most part. Then I met Cha-Cha and everything that seemed to be missing just fell into place with her. She knows of my past, and I know of hers and we are working on it together. I've never felt for anyone the way I feel for her and in my heart I know she deserves all of me.
Right now my worst quality is the nagging worry in the back of my mind that I might hurt her as much as I never wish to do so. I'm married to her and she is the only one who owns my heart and soul. She makes me a better man.
Detective Ed Green
Law and Order
284 words